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shit it's been a fookin long time. school started already. i am packed with hw everyday and i am so fookin stressed out that even my eyesight is being affected. its 2 in the morning now and i should be asleep seeing as i have school in a few hours. i just masturbated like 3 times and i am so spent. yesterday i did it like 6 times, no joke because i had nothing to do all day. i wonder if any other guy could do it at least 6 times a day, i say at least cus i know i couldve done it at least 3 more times. why am i even saying this i dont know. i want dick maybe!? i am in love with a 13 yr old boy whos str8 i think and ive never actually met him or talked to him in person. just online. we message eachother back and forth, its cute. if anything ill wait till hes older, i dont like the fact of me being a pedophile haha. i am thinking of devon right now, not because of the pedophile think but just because i miss her and i wish she'd call me again. and i miss lisa too, i wish she'd call me from oregon again. this time id write down both of their numbers right away so I could call them more often.
i love them and masturbating.
xoxo
La CC