like your choosing between choking and spitting it all out
well my life has been changing drastically in so many ways here lately...for one we got a new service manager at work who is very "cooperate oriented" i must say. i cant wear my argyle socks anymore with my shorts, blah! everything has to go out on a tray, no more carrying out salads on your arm which is kinna tha art of serving i think *shrug* i moved out of my apartment into my grandmas rental trailor for $200 a month, 2 bedroom , 2 bath , its in really good condition and my bills arent going to be very high. plus it still has tha deck, walkway and hookups for a hot tub and my mom has a hottub that im trying to get. i got a car finally! its a 92 cavalier, its a really pretty color, a bright bluish green with a cd player, i put new speakers in it. me and jessy are having differencce in opinon lately, it sux. shes my best fucking friend but, i cant argue anymore, so we dont see each other much outta work since angie now works evenings and they're moving and just a bunch of stupid shit we disagree over a bill. so ive been hanging out with Kelle ALOT more than i have ever before. its not possible for me , her and jessy to hang out together anymore and i dunno why, hmph. so, i dunno....we're really close i think and its a good thing. she brings positive out in me where as most ppl dont. anywayz, so ive been hanging out with my co workers outside work more now that im 21. i went to mee's and fefe's apartment tha other day and we came outside in tha middle of tha day to my car having a flat tire so me and kelle sat on tha curb for a while b/c my dumbass doesnt have enough confidence to change my own tire. my car seems to fuck up on my day off, meh. i think im gonna go rent a movie for tonight and get some pepperoni rolls, sounds like a great plan before work. i food run tonight which means i just deliver ppl's food for them and they tip me out and i basically dont deal with ppl but, make fast cash, im hoping i make at least $80 tonight, i hope...then when i get off i think im going with kelle to play pool and smoke and do whatever from there i guess, such an exciting day and i remember nashville....(i keep thinking why tha hell did i end up back in this shit hole, living this life but, there is obviously a good reason and i think im starting to see why now, we live from our lesssons learned)