Love is dead and saying that word is Murder.
The time has come.. where I have been shut out of someones life. The two most important people to me. Brandon first an then my mom. She was picked up today for grand theft auto. The picture on my myspace was the last picture taken with her, I cant even go visit her in prison. Not only does she have that charge but 20 others....my mom is gone for good. I'm sitting here feeling like I have lost everything that ever ment anything. As for brandon, what have I done. sleepless nights endless crying..in the way you hold me..the way you showed me just what loves made of...just the way you are. I lost all of that out of fear...It was not cuz of ryan it was in my mind before he came around. It just sucks cuz this right here is all I have this journal this is it. tears an words to share but no one to share them to. But I did swear that I would always be there an care it may seem to late but im always here. There is nothing I would not give from this moment on. An your the reason I believe in love. Its you that I run to when the world wants to much