Feb 06, 2007 01:52
so its my b day... nothing new i have had 21 now.... an i'm just feeling like a piece of shit cuz i could do so much more with my life... i make my boyfriend hate me 90% of the time. I wish i could be better. i really do. no matter how had i try it just seems like i cant be who i should be. its not his fault...its totally mine...
TO YOu:
In the winding down hours, I let your heart down again . I'm no better than the ones before me. Old habits die hard I always end up hating the end. I'm in the middle of a breakdown Watching you scream....In the middle of a breakdown Screaming at me.
And by the way, By the way What made you think you'd have it your way?
And by the way by the way don't say I didn't warn you that I'll always stay the same.
Speechless and frozen
Uncomfortable silence again...I'm in the middle of a breakdown
Watching you scream in the middle of a breakdown
Screaming at me
What made you think you'd have it your way? Battered and bruised
Broken confused, It's time we both knew can't stop what I started
This time we both lose, lose
And by the way By the way What made you think you'd have it your way...
I still love you...
sorry
kitt