Apr 24, 2006 16:34
i do not enjoy being taken for granted, i forget to show affection, and i don't like having friends. i don't like meeting new people. i don't like girls. i don't like guys. i don't like people. i don't like talking. i don't like social situations. i don't like ugly girls. i don't like ugly guys. i don't like annoying personalities. i don't like it when people have too much hope, GIVE UP ALREADY, i don't like big egos, you're not impressing anyone you're just looking like an idiot, i don't like non existant egos, stop fishing for compliments. i don't like the cold and i don't like the heat, i don't like being with people but i hate being alone. i hate grapply little teenage girls who obsess and i hate sensitive shy teenage boys who obsess: DISGUSTING. i hate low self esteem, yeah you're retarded stop whining, and i hate high self esteem, fuck off you're a piece of shit. i don't like it when my mother does drugs and then tells me not to, i don't like music and i HATE food. i sometimes forget to eat these days and i remember at odd times when it's not appropriate. i hate being naked, i feel fat. i hate feeling fat, but i always eat and feel fat so there's no escaping it. i hate the idea of anything going on behind my back, i hate it when i miss out on good times, and when i am purposely left out. i hate being paranoid, and i hate anxiety, but most of all i hate the people made out of night shadows that wave at me and NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE