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life at school is so shitty right now, and ive just felt so horrible the last 2 weeks, and theres just been noone around to help me break this funk.
my schedule next semester is awesome, 3 classes, and i have off wednesday and friday. my schedule works out where i can effectively take the train from home and back, and while it would be a pain in the ass, im saving 3-4000 bucks that i dont have to spend in the first place.
i want things to change so much in the 2 weeks before i have to decide, but i know they wont.
there are only honestly 2 people who if i tell them im thinking of not coming back to live here, and they tell me that they want me to stay, i would actually stay.
so far one of those two has expressed total indifference on the subject.
fuck my life
my schedule next semester is awesome, 3 classes, and i have off wednesday and friday. my schedule works out where i can effectively take the train from home and back, and while it would be a pain in the ass, im saving 3-4000 bucks that i dont have to spend in the first place.
i want things to change so much in the 2 weeks before i have to decide, but i know they wont.
there are only honestly 2 people who if i tell them im thinking of not coming back to live here, and they tell me that they want me to stay, i would actually stay.
so far one of those two has expressed total indifference on the subject.
fuck my life