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I'm not feeling too good this week. It was a really rough week with a lot of stress and crazy long hours. Which, I love for the overtime pay, but... I don't get any acknowledgment for it. Another girl does... Everyone feels bad for her... just cause she had to drive to Chicago. Well, I would have loved to go to Chicago... I offered to go in her place at midnight when we were both on the verge of tears. Maybe I am just being selfish... I just know that we both had an equally bad week and everyone is treating her special for it. And when I need to go home after working from 8:30 a.m.-11:00 p.m. for two nights in a row and feel like I'm going to puke all over myself.... do I get told... OH, yeah... go Victoria... you really need to leave two hours early... cause you have been working really hard.. NO! I get... well, victoria.. we really need you here since one LC is in Chicago...and another has a concusion and has been out for the past two days. I nearly lost it! I guess I'm just a selfish person. I guess I should feel bad for the other girls... which I do... but, I would just like to be treated as well as they are. Am I just not one of the cool ones? Is it because I'm not as pretty or funny as them? Ugh... Why do I even care!? Okay... I'm done venting... I just needed to get that out.