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i'm scared of something. but that something is nothing. i'm scared of what's not even real. i have nightmares that somthing bad is going to happen to someone close to me. i don't want to sleep at night. i wake up crying and not wanting to fall back asleep. i tell myself it's not real, but i'm still scared. maybe i'm looking too far into this, but i can't stop thinking about it....