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I am a destroyer.
I am cruel and selfish.
I watched a heart break in front of me. I watched it crushed, tight in my own fist, unable to release clenched fingers, just so that I could chase away my own dark cloud. It might have been easier to lie, to pretend, but just as cruel. There is a weight lifted from my shoulders but with it comes guilt. What a long wait for a bitter end.
I am sorry. I hope you will forgive me.
I am cruel and selfish.
I watched a heart break in front of me. I watched it crushed, tight in my own fist, unable to release clenched fingers, just so that I could chase away my own dark cloud. It might have been easier to lie, to pretend, but just as cruel. There is a weight lifted from my shoulders but with it comes guilt. What a long wait for a bitter end.
I am sorry. I hope you will forgive me.