Break is Over
I can't believe break is over. What happened? I got a lot done, and absolutely nothing done. *sigh*
It's weird. I know that graduation is coming up soon at SCPA, but it just recently really, hit me.... That means it's been a whole year since I graduated. A y ear. It's just, wow.
Other people are lucky. It's no big deal. A year over, a summer break, then back off to college. So you have to decide what classes to take in the Fall. Tear. -Sorry. That was a lil much with the sarcasm.
I won't feel like it's been a year till October when I finish the program....and then it's time to take the next step and make some decisions concerning oh, um, EVERYTHING. I hate not knowing what I want. It's so much easier to want something, go after it, and get it. It stresses me. It's ridiculous.
I envy free spirited people who love the uncertainty of the future, who'll take a road trip on the spot, who'll push happily, ignorantly, and Bravely, through the uncertainty of a new situation in new surroundings without shame or even a second thought....
I haven't been able to find anything that I've wanted to listen to today. It's so fucking annoying.
It's weird. I know that graduation is coming up soon at SCPA, but it just recently really, hit me.... That means it's been a whole year since I graduated. A y ear. It's just, wow.
Other people are lucky. It's no big deal. A year over, a summer break, then back off to college. So you have to decide what classes to take in the Fall. Tear. -Sorry. That was a lil much with the sarcasm.
I won't feel like it's been a year till October when I finish the program....and then it's time to take the next step and make some decisions concerning oh, um, EVERYTHING. I hate not knowing what I want. It's so much easier to want something, go after it, and get it. It stresses me. It's ridiculous.
I envy free spirited people who love the uncertainty of the future, who'll take a road trip on the spot, who'll push happily, ignorantly, and Bravely, through the uncertainty of a new situation in new surroundings without shame or even a second thought....
I haven't been able to find anything that I've wanted to listen to today. It's so fucking annoying.