Boston...

Oct 29, 2006 17:39

As awesome as I initially thought it was, I have had my fill of "Yellow Submerine". Jade is signing it for her quarter project in ASL 1, and she basically has it on repeat. Actually, plain old repeat would be preferable to the whole stopping-starting-fragmented thing that's goin on right now.

I took the dogs for a walk. I was just going to take Roux, since Lizzie isn't feeling well, but Lizzie followed us. I was just going to let her roam along with us, but she was making trouble. So I looped Roux's leash around her neck and held onto the middle part of the leash. It was like driving a team of horses or something, it was really fun.

My parents keep giving me college advice. Or you know, nagging. Which really is something they EXCELL at. Seriously. It's just funny, because they honestly have no idea what they're talking about. Neither do I, I suppose.

It seems like everyone is in a transitory phase. Is that the right word for, like... transitionary? I think that's actually it. Nobody's really standing still; we're all moving forward. But it's less of an abnormal journey and more of an "it goes, it goes" sort of thing. The days keep rolling in, and everyone keeps on taking them and doing fine, and we're all just steadily on course to something.

I am fine where I am. But I am so excited for next year. I don't think it's going to be this miracle new start or anything. Just something that I'm ready for. I don't even know what "it" will be, where I'll end up, but God I'm praying...

The past couple months feel like they've been an eternity. I think my time perception is off... But hey, there's always something too look forward to. At least, there is right now! I'm not really involved in any of it, but it's there. And I could be. I'm just not.

Sure, there's the occassional fleeting desire to get totally wasted, but it is fleeting. And I probably wouldn't even if I could.

Sometimes, I say things when I have nothing to say.

I'm kinda funny like that.
Previous post Next post
Up