Mar 16, 2006 10:31
where are we? what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to fall
crop circles in the carpet Sinking feeling
spin me round again and rub my eyes this
can't be happening when busy streets a
mess with people would stop to hold their
heads heavy
Hide and seek
trains and sewing machines All those years
they were here first
oily marks appear on walls where pleasure
moments hung before the takeover the
sweeping insensitivity of this
still life
Hide and seek
trains and sewing machines - oh you won't
catch me around here Blood and tears
they were here first
mm what dya say? o that you only meant
well, well of course you mm did
mm what dya say? that it's all for the best,
of course it is
mm what dya say? that it's just what we need,
and you decided this?
Hmm what you say? what did she say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling no i don;t believe you
you don;t care a bit
you don;t care a bit.
Hide and seek
Hide and seek
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tha banquet at Bistro went really well...the owners were nervous, but everything turned out great. the other server and i, each left with over $100 (in 5hours)
today is gunna suck....i'm at bistro for lunch, have to fly home, bank everything i've made this week (and received for the big b-day) pack for this weekend, close perkins tonite and then B-line it over to the bug jar were Nicolette will be spinning HELL F*ing yeah, dude(?)
and tomorrow a.m. we leave mad early for t-dot.
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its funny. i've heard her, love her.
call her the hapr lady.
hav e a remix of the first song on the cd.
like the original better.
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how many were there, does any one have a count.
how many nights i've not slept how many of them?
how many kids know all too well the way eyes burn more
when least expected a trigger pulls unwanted memories out of confined spaces?
how many?
how many cut on arms need never have heppened had i opened my mouth
about the only issue i ever felt less human for staying silent about.
but i wasn't silent.
not as loud as i should have been.
but i wasn't silent.
my voice was hushed by the disbelieving crowd whom were all lost
in parting with my lights and finding his.
so fuck us all.
ALL OF US, even those who didn;t believe it happened,
are guilty for letting it continue.