reborn.
went shopping yesterday, it cured my winter blah for a minute.
purchased some flowers and gum to drop off at chris' office.
he took me to lunch.
i purchased four cd's.
the new lamb, the new interpol, and both of goldfrapp's.
hit up the mall, for some cologne, hoodies, jeans and jacket.
i spent $200 - bad andrew.
woke up today.
i'm sick of feeling tired, of sleeping for 10 hours.
i meditated.
i am going to have to work on it some more.
my mind was in sucha fluster, i would stop meditating randomly and start looking around my room at things i need to do.
(perfect proof, your red chakra should be in order, before you attempt and re-ground the rest.
so today is a rebirth i guess.
i'm tired of sleeping all the time,
i'm tired of being irritable.
i'm bored with not doing m normal workoiut, and god damn i need to start my yoga meditation again.
why have i not painted in a month.
i am not sure, but i hate it.
i honestly think with such a harsh start to the new year, and my s.a.d. kicking my ass when i least expected it to...its no wonder i have been living life this way.....but god damn it, it won't win.
i can;t let it win another year.
my body is my temple, start treating it as such.
purchased some flowers and gum to drop off at chris' office.
he took me to lunch.
i purchased four cd's.
the new lamb, the new interpol, and both of goldfrapp's.
hit up the mall, for some cologne, hoodies, jeans and jacket.
i spent $200 - bad andrew.
woke up today.
i'm sick of feeling tired, of sleeping for 10 hours.
i meditated.
i am going to have to work on it some more.
my mind was in sucha fluster, i would stop meditating randomly and start looking around my room at things i need to do.
(perfect proof, your red chakra should be in order, before you attempt and re-ground the rest.
so today is a rebirth i guess.
i'm tired of sleeping all the time,
i'm tired of being irritable.
i'm bored with not doing m normal workoiut, and god damn i need to start my yoga meditation again.
why have i not painted in a month.
i am not sure, but i hate it.
i honestly think with such a harsh start to the new year, and my s.a.d. kicking my ass when i least expected it to...its no wonder i have been living life this way.....but god damn it, it won't win.
i can;t let it win another year.
my body is my temple, start treating it as such.