i always bring her flowers.

[thamyriself]

i was reading back entries.
going over the one i wrote the morning my baa passed away.
i wonder what she meant, when she said i was her flower.
i have to visit her.
of course i will still bring her flowers.
i promised her i alway would.

i miss her.

Comments

[seventh_trilogy]

baa=grandma?

I miss my mom too.

yes.

[thamyriself]

baa was/is my mother's mother.

when did your mother pass?

Re: yes.

[seventh_trilogy]

She killed herself July of 2004 in Hawaii.
She purposely overdosed on her muscle-relaxant medication. She did notes and the whole shebang.

I'm so sorry about your baa. *hugs tight*

oh. wow.

[thamyriself]

i have dealt with two suicides thus far.
one was a close aquaintance...the other was a friend.
both of which tore from reality for a while.
i could never fathom a family member.

*hugs tighter*