wrap up with an ugly day.
today is my last day here in florida.
actually, until this afternoon it was boring. then becky and i went to the zoo, so i could see what she does when i'm not around, hit up some stores, got stuff for supper, dropped by starbucks and headed backthis way.
i just gave katie the bag of salt and pepper kettle chips i bought for her (i introduced the two of them, and she is in love).
she pointed at me, said "you! oh my gosh, thank you!"
YAY.
today is an ugly day. a very ugly day. we are supposed to hang out with everyone i met this week, as my goodbye night get together, but i don;t want to, cuz i feel growdy. (you know?)
i talked to kaelim on the phone the other night for close to an hour. it made me want to cry, cry and hug her. i realy wanted to come home at that moment, and see her and the baby and tell her everything will be okay. but everything won;t be okay, and she knows it. we all know it. and that is upsetting to me.
i read a book this week, it is written in a style similar to catcher in the rye, but not as "crazy-teen-uncertain." it made me cry. the ending was amazing, i am buying it when i get home so i can re-read it, and amybe again.
actually, until this afternoon it was boring. then becky and i went to the zoo, so i could see what she does when i'm not around, hit up some stores, got stuff for supper, dropped by starbucks and headed backthis way.
i just gave katie the bag of salt and pepper kettle chips i bought for her (i introduced the two of them, and she is in love).
she pointed at me, said "you! oh my gosh, thank you!"
YAY.
today is an ugly day. a very ugly day. we are supposed to hang out with everyone i met this week, as my goodbye night get together, but i don;t want to, cuz i feel growdy. (you know?)
i talked to kaelim on the phone the other night for close to an hour. it made me want to cry, cry and hug her. i realy wanted to come home at that moment, and see her and the baby and tell her everything will be okay. but everything won;t be okay, and she knows it. we all know it. and that is upsetting to me.
i read a book this week, it is written in a style similar to catcher in the rye, but not as "crazy-teen-uncertain." it made me cry. the ending was amazing, i am buying it when i get home so i can re-read it, and amybe again.