Sep 15, 2004 22:52
After work beth stopped over, for a very breife minute.
a last minute goodbye. a final kiss, a quick hug.
The minute, maybe two flew by, much too quickly. I don;t know what i had expected, neither of us being much for spoken goodbyes..but i felt like i owed her so much, a verbalization, a last minute affirmation as she has done so often in the past.
she handed me, one of many ziplock bags. one for each of the crew i guess.
four infected mushroom cd's.
one compilation.
she's leaving, and not only did she burn a few of our favorite dj's cds for me...but also yet another one of her well known mixes.
i don;t know what to say really, about the situation. i don;t know why i'm crying.
because i miss her already.
because i feel left behind.
because i anticipate her success.
because
becasue i have never had to say "goodbye" twice in one season, to two people who were, are so dear.
i'm crying becasue that is all i can do right now.
-to cl0ck.
you will never understand how your creative spirit, flaunted indivuality and nurtering frienship has help me to become who i am. I do hope however that as much beauty as you have shown on your friends, you will be able to build into every film you work on during your career.
You're already holding your star, now you just need to tame it.
LOVE ALWAYS,
Mr. Nancy Drew
P.S. no matter how rediculous it is, a promise is a promise;
"No Megan, You're the retard."