i've been sittin here.... trying to find myself......
so once again here i sit on radio watch. i sit here finding my mind wandering about the vast things going on at home. i think about all of the things i could be doing right now. i've been thinking about the past 2 spring breaks i've spent with the gruppe'. the hard part about all of this is not the war part, its the being away from home part. the simple little things in life that mean the most. i've been thinking about whether or not i want to take R&R or whether or not i want that month at the end of my tour. this is probably the hardest thing i've ever had to decide. they both hold great arguments towards why i should do either or, but i can't decide as to which i would rather do. wow... this really sucks...