Apr 06, 2004 23:15
welp, just got back from a ride on the wheel... twas an interesting night. saw becca, jodi, and shannon. rode home, ate a bug on the way at about 100, that sucked... been thinking alot lately about my life and the things to come for me, which is kind of good because i think i have finally found myself. i know what it is i want out of life, and i understand what i have to do to be able to do it. a year ago i didn't know who i was, or what i was doing. now, i know who i am, i know where i'm going, what i'm doing, and i've pretty much come to the conclusion that the rest of things are going to fall in place pretty well. my life starts now. i know that things will still be hard, and that i will still come across obstacles and other things to slow me down, but at least i figure i'll be getting closer and closer towards my dream. i feel like this has been so long in the making, but now that i've figured things out, i feel better about being me, because i know what i'm doing and where i'm going. whoever is to join me in the future isn't clear at all, but i have the feeling that it too will come about when the time is right, but until then, i will be content within myself to make sure that whenever it does happen, everything else will be good, and i'll be able to focus on that. i'm getting groggy and tired so i'm going to bed.... work is tommorow so i must go. night and sweetdreams world, the great thamison