We are revolting children, living in revolting times
*grumbles*
I've been all over the place lately. I've been angry, unhappy, and fine in quick succession, as if my body doesn't know what it wants to be. I am getting better though.
Lots of uni work to do. I had a Japanese thing to hand in but it never got done. That's new for me. Late, yes, but never? That's probably not a good sign.
Just a little longer and I'll be done, and that will be good... I guess. I need to put in my resume for more places so I get a job over the Summer break. And I have a lot planned for Summer! I'm very serious about this writing a children's book business, so I'll be re-reading Roald Dahl, A Series of Unfortunate Events, fairy tales/folk tales/nursery rhymes, a book about children's writing that my dad said was good, picture books, etc. And I will also plan on writing a little bit of my own work every day, so it actually happens. I'm really excited for that.
For now I am glad, mostly, to be living without love. Of course that's not quite true because my feelings are still taking up a lot of my time, but for the time being I don't want to find anybody, not have feelings for anyone. It's been a while, and if it weren't wrapped up with this situation, it would be refreshing. There's a certain amount of bullshit that you have to deal with in any kind of relationship, and it's nice not to have to deal with that. Well, I'm trying to focus on that anyway. Can't say it always works.
I've been all over the place lately. I've been angry, unhappy, and fine in quick succession, as if my body doesn't know what it wants to be. I am getting better though.
Lots of uni work to do. I had a Japanese thing to hand in but it never got done. That's new for me. Late, yes, but never? That's probably not a good sign.
Just a little longer and I'll be done, and that will be good... I guess. I need to put in my resume for more places so I get a job over the Summer break. And I have a lot planned for Summer! I'm very serious about this writing a children's book business, so I'll be re-reading Roald Dahl, A Series of Unfortunate Events, fairy tales/folk tales/nursery rhymes, a book about children's writing that my dad said was good, picture books, etc. And I will also plan on writing a little bit of my own work every day, so it actually happens. I'm really excited for that.
For now I am glad, mostly, to be living without love. Of course that's not quite true because my feelings are still taking up a lot of my time, but for the time being I don't want to find anybody, not have feelings for anyone. It's been a while, and if it weren't wrapped up with this situation, it would be refreshing. There's a certain amount of bullshit that you have to deal with in any kind of relationship, and it's nice not to have to deal with that. Well, I'm trying to focus on that anyway. Can't say it always works.