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Sep 06, 2011 00:42

I was having a nice day, all up. Pervaded by a bad feeling in the morning, which left upon having good company and Spring weather, and kept up for the rest of the day with interesting lectures and feeling loved by the Much Ado cast.

But now I'm set back a couple of weeks by news that I really don't want to have to deal with right now. Why is it that it's always, always the people that you let come close to you that end up hurting you the most? Nobody has hurt me quite as much as my best friend.

Just once I want somebody to live for me as equally as I live for them. Perhaps I wouldn't wish that on anybody though.

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