RANDOM N O N S E N S E
it is so nice to be home again.
l.a. is kind of a drag.
i did far too much shopping. but i got my prom dress. and now i am far too excited for this event. and i have to wait two more weeks for it to be here. hmm...
during the trip, azure ray, the pixies, a perfect circle, and modest mouse filled my ears on the drive down and back up. and the beach filled my mind. i still need to finish that goddamned book. i have been reading it for too long.
i am kinda sad about my grandparents. my papa is doing just fine, he is a little shaky and slow. but it is nonnie that makes me worry. she looks awful, and close to her end. so it was good to see them overall.
i hope to never be like my aunts and cousins. they weigh well over 200 pounds. and one cousin in particular weighs about 350ish. it is just so unhealthy and so unhappy. it is sad, really. they should so something about it.
now dont get me wrong, im not being miss shallow bullshitter. i just wish the best for them. and i see how unhappy and uncomfortable they are. i dont want everyone to be 80 pounds, that is somewhat unhealthy as well. you do need some fat on your body. but not 300 pounds worth.
...just thought i would clear the air.
i havent typed just to type in a long time. so here i go. this is what a livejournal is for anyways, right?
to blab. yes, i do believe so.
i have been addicted to azure ray. hold on love. i love that cd.
it makes me weep. kinda.
i am really happy with my life right now. i cant wait to be moving soon. driving to san luis every single day is ridiculous. and and and i can kinda sorta play guitar. it is what i do with a small bit of my free time. one of these days i will get around to buying my own acoustic.
and i shall make a list of things that i say far too much. it drives me crazy how much i do this. and i should stop.
1 - but yeah...
2 - that is ridiculous
3 - that is silly
4 - but you know how it goes
5 - i dont know
6 - ...far too much...
7 - that makes me giddy
and i am sure there are more things. but that is all i can think of right now.
i will go see eternal sunshine of the spotless mind for the second time with matthew and lara tonight. that movie is wonderful.
aaaaala la la la, so i have no more random things to type out. or at least nothing else comes to mind. this is where i end it all.