Jun 19, 2008 18:03
I find it strange how someone could be a big part of your life and then one day suddenly just up and leave. How you were there talking to them one day and then the next they stop returning any type of contact. And then for them it becomes your fault when there was no sign, no warning that this was going to happen. To me those things make it hard for me to actually want to believe in someone. To put my trust, my faith into someone. I think certain situations have just hardened me and made me put up a little bit more of a guard. I think I have found it easier to walk away then to actually see if something will go somewhere. But then again it seems that whenever I feel that something might turn out to be a good thing it ends up not being what I thought. Who really knows. I think that I have decided to just let things go one day at a time. People sometimes aren't really who you make them out to be in your head. And maybe sometimes that is a good thing.
Communication is key. Instead of pushing people away you have to talk to them.