spring cleaning
i'm almost fully settled again. started my spring cleaning today. throwing out things that i thought i could never do without. i'veupdated my pictures section to finish off my vietnam photo album. lol, don't worry - i left the good stuff out. i'm surprised some of those pictures came out so nice, considering my camera is only 2 megapixels. it's more of a gadget than a camera, but i like it. after a hard day of traveling to get back here to seattle finally - i dont think i want to go anywhere for a while. btw if you leave your car, please have someone charge it while you're gone. even my poor 2001 was victim to a dead battery when i got back.
tu bought me a copy of Lumines for my psp. this is the only game worth buying right now for this little thing. and for those of you who don't have it, get it. if you have it, trade it in because i own you all!
sorry! relationship crap time:
bob (a name we shall use to protect the guilty) has a crush on lisa. lisa is damaged goods because of teenage relationships. (please remember that i'm old and everybody i know is around my age) lisa falls for the bad boy type easily. bob's a nice guy, responsible, opens doors, listens to all her problems, blah blah blah. he sees her with other men and he just knows deep down inside he could treat her much better, teach her to smile again, bob's the one she runs to when she has problems with these losers. this is where most crushes develop. the part where you think you can change someone. it's why the bad boy thing works so often. girls think they can change their man, vice versa. after being dumped on over and over, bob finally gave up. he changed his cell number and even moved to a new place. i give bob alot of credit and just wanted to use your livejournal reading time into letting him know that i respect him 102% more because of this. it hurts just as much as a real breakup because a crush after so long either becomes a love or an obsession.
i have a crush with someone i never see face to face. it's not as hard as bob's problem because he sees lisa everyday. i see all this happening to him and i start to feel as if i'm doomed to walk the same path. he can't look at her as just a friend because of his bottled up feelings for her that everytime they speak, he feels like he's lying to her because he's not telling her the truth about how he does feel. in bob's case, i totally agree with him and his extreme ways. maybe the only way to move on in this situation is to remove her from his life. she is better having had him in her life, he will be better off not having her in his life from now on. good luck bob!
damn, someone get me a job writing for jerry springer!
...throwing out things i thought i could never do without...