There is no way to un-self-destruct.

[thaichicken]

I just feel like I could explode. I've still made no progress at all and just can't make myself care. I thought I had this under control. This is such a foreign feeling. Why is this so hard? I've pounded out A papers in less time than I have now. And yet, now, even with my second burst of energy, I cannot convince myself to do ANYTHING.

What do I do?

Sorry for the post-spamming tonight.