really there's no reason...
for me to be all-over-the-place like I am. I'm so happy one minute, so spacey the next, and now I feel sort of lonely and sad. Lonely makes sense; everyone's in bed, and I'm sitting by myself at the computer. Sad, not so much...
I'm soooooo crazy in chem. It's a good thing Caitlin, Robin, and KP like me. Sometimes I would drive myself nuts.
Maybe I should just be getting more sleep. My mom's convinced that that's why I'm sick so much (I'm really not...). Or, Mom, maybe that's just cuz I go to school with more people than I used to, and there's also some giant crud going around right now! But I wouldn't discount that my lack of sleep is messing with my moods.
Also you would think that reading happy stories would make you happy. Only they weren't. Hmmm. My family wasn't even super dysfunctional tonight [see note below], and my piano lesson went relatively well, even though I hadn't practiced ("relatively" is the operative word there), AND I didn't have to do any hw tonight...
I'm so confused... *sigh* ok, I think it's bed time. Maybe tomorrow my head will work better.
Happy Rosh Hashanah! :)
-fin-
[NOTE BELOW :)] Yeah, so my brother definitely didn't come home today and didn't call my parents to say he was going to a friend's house... what a mess. But he only fussed/screamed/hit things for 10 minutes instead of 30. And my dad didn't even make fun of him much. Yay.
I'm soooooo crazy in chem. It's a good thing Caitlin, Robin, and KP like me. Sometimes I would drive myself nuts.
Maybe I should just be getting more sleep. My mom's convinced that that's why I'm sick so much (I'm really not...). Or, Mom, maybe that's just cuz I go to school with more people than I used to, and there's also some giant crud going around right now! But I wouldn't discount that my lack of sleep is messing with my moods.
Also you would think that reading happy stories would make you happy. Only they weren't. Hmmm. My family wasn't even super dysfunctional tonight [see note below], and my piano lesson went relatively well, even though I hadn't practiced ("relatively" is the operative word there), AND I didn't have to do any hw tonight...
I'm so confused... *sigh* ok, I think it's bed time. Maybe tomorrow my head will work better.
Happy Rosh Hashanah! :)
-fin-
[NOTE BELOW :)] Yeah, so my brother definitely didn't come home today and didn't call my parents to say he was going to a friend's house... what a mess. But he only fussed/screamed/hit things for 10 minutes instead of 30. And my dad didn't even make fun of him much. Yay.