Deleted.
Looking back on this entire livejournal, I realize how entirely stupid I used to be (and might currently be -- i'm not quite sure). And I have to admit that I was ashamed by my shallowness and whatnot. That was 3-4 years ago. Not too long ago, if you think about it. It seems like only yesterday.
It's a scary thought, that just "yesterday" I was so stupid and dramatic and petty. Hm. Maybe I still am, but I'd like to believe that I've grown. I'd like to believe that just maybe I'm a little different.
So I deleted it all and I'm starting anew. I doubt I'll write too much in this. I don't really have anything important I'm willing to publicize and I don't want to look back again in 3-4 years and think of how stupid I was.
Who knows. Maybe I'll post pictures. Maybe I'll type out "to-do" lists for myself. Maybe I'll just let this livejournal account sit and rot. This was a cleansing experience and I hope I've changed just a bit.
It is a new year and things are changing -- fast. I hope I can make it through alive.
Alive and better.
