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Hmm heres the 411 on my life so far...
A) my relationship with my parents suck...
b) my relationship with my siblings suck...
c) my relationship with most of my friends suck...
d) there is really nothing left i can say...
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[AT SKOOL]
WEll today sucked like usual cuz it is the end of the skool year and so i thought i didnt do too bad on the geometry test yesterday but then i come into class and i get another fucking C+ on my test so im like oaky its the usual shit i get anyways...
Going on...
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[AT HOME]
I come home dead tired as ive been for the last (fucking) days... maybe i shouldnt cuss too much but eh life aint any better... i get home and i found my computer to be infected with virus again from the modem which my stupid sister, who isnt home most of the time, infected... so i had to reformat my comp again... i wake up around 5 feeling like shit and did nothing for say 2 hours then i got some dinner... right now my parents just got home and you know what came in the mail?? it was a NOF... which i happened to not hear at all this week so my mom walks into the house plucks the letter apart and saw that i have a C+ in "HONORS" geometry and guess what she saids? if you said yelling like an asian parent then you are correct... so im like wtfh ... she lashed out at me about how going to VOLLEYBALL GAMES were the cause of this... im just gave up there and then cause it is just peachy how parents are... and mine never admit they are wrong EVER at ALL... so i just stand getting lectured... when i got back into my room this is what im typeing out now cause i feel no need to do anything anymore...
Okay...if you read all of that then you are a true friend or you're just hella bored and have nothing better to do...
Oh yea forgot to add my mom was like "WHATS WITH THESES ABSENTS AND TARDIES!!!!!" she glared at me and was like "YOU'VE BEEN CUTTING CLASS HAVEN'T YOU" i was like ....wow....
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[FAMILY]
Well now you know some of my damn problems... see how close me and my parents are huh?
As for my siblings which are two sister who annoy the hell outta me.
Here an Grade A example of how my family works... so remember a while back there was word going around some black guy wanting to beat up praveen? well yea supposively he was my sister's boyfriend just great isnt it? i was pretty steamed up to see what my parents would do to my sister consider how she treats me it was some good pay back.... so i get home... while my sister went with her friends to the mall and movie that friday... my mom comes home around 11 at night and is hella tired i break to the news to her... jus was hella furious called up my sister demanding she come home right away... i was like yes finally something good is going to happen... and i told her to tell my sister in a fashion where i wouldnt get pointed out... and you know what my mom did when my sister came home? she basicly roar out what i told my mom and my sister was like wtf!! at me... and so i just walked away back into my room... a few minutes i came out to hear the consequences .... and it came down to..
1) No birthday party
2) No going out to friends house
3) no staying after skool
4) and some more...
i was like wtf....unbelievable.... you know why? because the next 2 weeks after that my sister was staying late after skool again and going out with friends... and my mom totally forgot about it...
THAT is a GRADE A example...
Now for me here is a good one... i stay afterschool one day without calling my mom and she is like "you better get home next time or blah blah blah.." amazing... going on... when i was a little kid i used to throw balls in the house which you know is a bad thing cuz sumting might knock over... and it happened a few times.... my punishment was to be beaten like any logical vietnamese parents then i would have to kneel on cement for like 30 minutes... why dont you try it out you'll love how fuck up it is... here is where it gets good not too long ago my littlest sister was doing what a kid would do and she threw a ball in the house... oh yea and it happened... she knocked over one of the clocks in the house... it came down with a big ass thud and then jammed a whole corner into the wall leaving a god damn big ass mothering fucking DENT in the wall.... and you know what my mom said when she got home? she was like adl;kfjdasofij LET YOUR DAD DEAL WITH THIS... there i was like ... maybe my dad will be better at punishment... my dad comes home... and he didnt notice till the other day... and he looked at it... and he was like okay dont do it again to my little sister................THAT WAS UNBELIEVABLE .........
Wow i type a lot when im mad maybe i could really kill someone when im mad huh? anyone sensing pure anger? well i guess you really care about me if you got this far... and if you were bored im amazed that you read this much....
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[AT SKOOL]
I decided to go back and talk about some skool stuff considering everyone is wondering whats going on with me... Some seem to really care which makes me care... while others just totally blow me off to so i dont know mind...maybe i am really being an ass so however you wanna say it from this point out i wont be the same anymore....
heres some concerns ive heard throughout the past week..
Starting from people who i think care the most to people who dont give a shit at all about me...
Madhur: actually kool person never knew he cared but he got me to walk this week which cleared some of my troubles
Pranay: this guy also one of em good person who been like woah your body language is like rejecting everyone and i was really not paying attention but i guess it does affect people around me
Nitin: the most interesting person ive talk to today as he was like hey where were you after 5th period because i always walk to get pranay cuz he has my english class and so all tha indian crew that have 5th period chem walk...
Stephanie/Rebekah/Irene/Monica: who actually asked me here and there if something wrong which i appreciate a lot
Praveen: my impression of him is that... he kinda cares that i act down... but really he doesnt help in anyway he just spreads the negativity
Samatha: whos been kinda sad since i dont talk to her and katherine ne more which i guess i couldnt care much...
Katherine/Daniel/Mark/Sarah/Christina: all perfect examples of dont care so i dont really care about any of them anymore at all... even tho i know katherine and daniel and mark are prolly people who say like "leave him to be he'll come back to it" but really i've given up on communicating with any of them at all not to be offensive to daniel at all because he is a pretty good friend to hang around...
The rest: just people who i see everyday that dont give a shit at all about me....
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Well thats the break down.... if im offended you in anyway then i guess i really mean it if not then w/e...
this has got to be my longest post every but i guess it truely reflects me....
In the end... i feel no need to do anything anymore everything seems pointless...
"Like a fading photo...My memory is fading away..."
Well if that made some of you happy to know how my life is going then im happy to oblige
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I Thank you all of those whos been around... and who feel what i feel ....
Thanks a Lot guys...
A) my relationship with my parents suck...
b) my relationship with my siblings suck...
c) my relationship with most of my friends suck...
d) there is really nothing left i can say...
--------------------------------------------------------
[AT SKOOL]
WEll today sucked like usual cuz it is the end of the skool year and so i thought i didnt do too bad on the geometry test yesterday but then i come into class and i get another fucking C+ on my test so im like oaky its the usual shit i get anyways...
Going on...
--------------------------------------------------------
[AT HOME]
I come home dead tired as ive been for the last (fucking) days... maybe i shouldnt cuss too much but eh life aint any better... i get home and i found my computer to be infected with virus again from the modem which my stupid sister, who isnt home most of the time, infected... so i had to reformat my comp again... i wake up around 5 feeling like shit and did nothing for say 2 hours then i got some dinner... right now my parents just got home and you know what came in the mail?? it was a NOF... which i happened to not hear at all this week so my mom walks into the house plucks the letter apart and saw that i have a C+ in "HONORS" geometry and guess what she saids? if you said yelling like an asian parent then you are correct... so im like wtfh ... she lashed out at me about how going to VOLLEYBALL GAMES were the cause of this... im just gave up there and then cause it is just peachy how parents are... and mine never admit they are wrong EVER at ALL... so i just stand getting lectured... when i got back into my room this is what im typeing out now cause i feel no need to do anything anymore...
Okay...if you read all of that then you are a true friend or you're just hella bored and have nothing better to do...
Oh yea forgot to add my mom was like "WHATS WITH THESES ABSENTS AND TARDIES!!!!!" she glared at me and was like "YOU'VE BEEN CUTTING CLASS HAVEN'T YOU" i was like ....wow....
--------------------------------------------------------
[FAMILY]
Well now you know some of my damn problems... see how close me and my parents are huh?
As for my siblings which are two sister who annoy the hell outta me.
Here an Grade A example of how my family works... so remember a while back there was word going around some black guy wanting to beat up praveen? well yea supposively he was my sister's boyfriend just great isnt it? i was pretty steamed up to see what my parents would do to my sister consider how she treats me it was some good pay back.... so i get home... while my sister went with her friends to the mall and movie that friday... my mom comes home around 11 at night and is hella tired i break to the news to her... jus was hella furious called up my sister demanding she come home right away... i was like yes finally something good is going to happen... and i told her to tell my sister in a fashion where i wouldnt get pointed out... and you know what my mom did when my sister came home? she basicly roar out what i told my mom and my sister was like wtf!! at me... and so i just walked away back into my room... a few minutes i came out to hear the consequences .... and it came down to..
1) No birthday party
2) No going out to friends house
3) no staying after skool
4) and some more...
i was like wtf....unbelievable.... you know why? because the next 2 weeks after that my sister was staying late after skool again and going out with friends... and my mom totally forgot about it...
THAT is a GRADE A example...
Now for me here is a good one... i stay afterschool one day without calling my mom and she is like "you better get home next time or blah blah blah.." amazing... going on... when i was a little kid i used to throw balls in the house which you know is a bad thing cuz sumting might knock over... and it happened a few times.... my punishment was to be beaten like any logical vietnamese parents then i would have to kneel on cement for like 30 minutes... why dont you try it out you'll love how fuck up it is... here is where it gets good not too long ago my littlest sister was doing what a kid would do and she threw a ball in the house... oh yea and it happened... she knocked over one of the clocks in the house... it came down with a big ass thud and then jammed a whole corner into the wall leaving a god damn big ass mothering fucking DENT in the wall.... and you know what my mom said when she got home? she was like adl;kfjdasofij LET YOUR DAD DEAL WITH THIS... there i was like ... maybe my dad will be better at punishment... my dad comes home... and he didnt notice till the other day... and he looked at it... and he was like okay dont do it again to my little sister................THAT WAS UNBELIEVABLE .........
Wow i type a lot when im mad maybe i could really kill someone when im mad huh? anyone sensing pure anger? well i guess you really care about me if you got this far... and if you were bored im amazed that you read this much....
--------------------------------------------------------
[AT SKOOL]
I decided to go back and talk about some skool stuff considering everyone is wondering whats going on with me... Some seem to really care which makes me care... while others just totally blow me off to so i dont know mind...maybe i am really being an ass so however you wanna say it from this point out i wont be the same anymore....
heres some concerns ive heard throughout the past week..
Starting from people who i think care the most to people who dont give a shit at all about me...
Madhur: actually kool person never knew he cared but he got me to walk this week which cleared some of my troubles
Pranay: this guy also one of em good person who been like woah your body language is like rejecting everyone and i was really not paying attention but i guess it does affect people around me
Nitin: the most interesting person ive talk to today as he was like hey where were you after 5th period because i always walk to get pranay cuz he has my english class and so all tha indian crew that have 5th period chem walk...
Stephanie/Rebekah/Irene/Monica: who actually asked me here and there if something wrong which i appreciate a lot
Praveen: my impression of him is that... he kinda cares that i act down... but really he doesnt help in anyway he just spreads the negativity
Samatha: whos been kinda sad since i dont talk to her and katherine ne more which i guess i couldnt care much...
Katherine/Daniel/Mark/Sarah/Christina: all perfect examples of dont care so i dont really care about any of them anymore at all... even tho i know katherine and daniel and mark are prolly people who say like "leave him to be he'll come back to it" but really i've given up on communicating with any of them at all not to be offensive to daniel at all because he is a pretty good friend to hang around...
The rest: just people who i see everyday that dont give a shit at all about me....
--------------------------------------------------------
Well thats the break down.... if im offended you in anyway then i guess i really mean it if not then w/e...
this has got to be my longest post every but i guess it truely reflects me....
In the end... i feel no need to do anything anymore everything seems pointless...
"Like a fading photo...My memory is fading away..."
Well if that made some of you happy to know how my life is going then im happy to oblige
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I Thank you all of those whos been around... and who feel what i feel ....
Thanks a Lot guys...