Things that have been on my mind..
Things that I have thought of all day:
- whether or not i am going to make it through college or not
- whether moving out was such a good idea
- whether i can honestly make it on my own financially and physically
- whether i should apoligize to those i hurt over the past (even if it doesnt make a difference)
- start talking to friends i havent talked to in a while
- get back on good terms with myself instaed of hating who i have become
- getting though college if i have no mode of transportation
- tell the truth about why i got kicked out
- am i ever going to make it through a day not fighting with my mom dad or sister?
- am i ever going to talk to my mom again?
- not going insane between school and worrying about finding a place to live.
Life fucking sux at this moment and I have noone to blame but myself.