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for those of you keeping track at home, heres the most recent update.
i havent felt this *situationally* happy in a really long time (i dont know where the quote key is on mariannas computer keyboard). I spent yesterday evening with marianna, her friend bea, and david, the boy i met at the university party. at first it was really awkward because i had nothing to say to him and nobody really did, but after a while marianna and bea split up from david and i and we walked around the city and got a drink and talked for a few hours... then he was going to make sure i got to the right metro station but his last train till morning was leaving so i was like *just stay here* and he was like *ök* but we spent about 25 minutes waiting for my metro to leave, holding hands, kissing, and i taught him some new words, like lame, wack, thug, etc. and it was really cute while we were waiting for my metro to come he was playing with my bracelet and i was like *are you trying to steal my bracelet?* and he was like *yeah, i'm trying to learn how to be...a thug?* it was really cute. i think im seeing him again today or tomorrow.
i love sweden, regardless of david, i love spending time here with the person i feel understands me the most right now (marianna), and i love her to death. i havent thought aboput how disgusting and disturbing the whole alex\dan thing is because i just have too much to be happy about right now--like shopping with my most favorite shopping buddy (besides my sister-ha) in the whole fucking world.
you could easily call this mood *happiness* :)
(all stars * are intended to be quote symbols :)
i havent felt this *situationally* happy in a really long time (i dont know where the quote key is on mariannas computer keyboard). I spent yesterday evening with marianna, her friend bea, and david, the boy i met at the university party. at first it was really awkward because i had nothing to say to him and nobody really did, but after a while marianna and bea split up from david and i and we walked around the city and got a drink and talked for a few hours... then he was going to make sure i got to the right metro station but his last train till morning was leaving so i was like *just stay here* and he was like *ök* but we spent about 25 minutes waiting for my metro to leave, holding hands, kissing, and i taught him some new words, like lame, wack, thug, etc. and it was really cute while we were waiting for my metro to come he was playing with my bracelet and i was like *are you trying to steal my bracelet?* and he was like *yeah, i'm trying to learn how to be...a thug?* it was really cute. i think im seeing him again today or tomorrow.
i love sweden, regardless of david, i love spending time here with the person i feel understands me the most right now (marianna), and i love her to death. i havent thought aboput how disgusting and disturbing the whole alex\dan thing is because i just have too much to be happy about right now--like shopping with my most favorite shopping buddy (besides my sister-ha) in the whole fucking world.
you could easily call this mood *happiness* :)
(all stars * are intended to be quote symbols :)