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funny how my ideas and what not have changed so much. i used to be on the edge slowly nudging myself closer and closer. now im slowly but surely making my back from despair, my ideals have changed; i no longer feel the need to stand out in the crowd,no longer do i feel the need to shock others with my appearance, no longer am i longing for one monotone of colour to which the clothes that adorne my body need to be, no longer (well almost no longer) am i self injuring, no longer am i being severly anti-social in a pursuit to blck out the society that i thought rejected me but instead they had just for once not told me what i had to be and let me discover what i was going to be. no longer am i going to just primarily wear black or dark shades of grey and blue. in the words of a friend that i admire greatly for her intellect, independant thought and beliefs i have this to say "get ready for me in FULL 38 BIT COLOUR."
Within me is a person i have kept dormant for too long the one who enjoys both summer and winter: not just winter and despises summer, the one who would prefer to be out walking through nature on a warm day: not the one who would be still lying in bed asleep not bothering to get up because the sun is out and therefore there is no point in going out. The person who is more interested in getting slightly stoned with a good friend than getting off his head by himself. This person i am going to be letting free back out into the world for all to see ( even though most of you who read this i dont see regulary besides phil). But still i hope i will be able to write something a little more happy in here soon as a result of these changes.
Better still here is a quiz i did before writing this that shows a change from a quiz done on
[Dec. 21st, 2004|02:32 am]
C:
Your Beauty lies
in Nature. Down to earth, laid back and a natural
beauty. You have no need for
make-up or accessories that most others do. In fact
you most likely find them a
nuisance. You are probably a little tom-boyish in
your jeans and tees with a
great love for nature. You probably know more about
plants and animals than most
people and you'd rather spend your times outdoors
and in the sun, independent
and free. You can be a bit distant with people,
preferring the company of
animals over people, which isn't always the best
thing. You can be kind and
sweet, but not many see that side of you as you
often have misunderstandings
with people. You are very go-with-the-flow sort of
person and usually try to
avoid fights even if it means changing your opinion
or belief. Still, you are
you look your best actually without make-up and in
casual clothes. Very few can
say that. Be proud.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Earth, Wind Animal: Horse Color:
Green, Purple, Earth Tones Song:
The Memory Of Trees by Enya Expression: Cool
Smile
Gemstone:
Emerald Mythological Creature: Fairy, Elf
Planet: Earth
Hair Color: Brown Eye Color:
Bright Green
Quote:
"Horses love me. Cowboys fear me."
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Within me is a person i have kept dormant for too long the one who enjoys both summer and winter: not just winter and despises summer, the one who would prefer to be out walking through nature on a warm day: not the one who would be still lying in bed asleep not bothering to get up because the sun is out and therefore there is no point in going out. The person who is more interested in getting slightly stoned with a good friend than getting off his head by himself. This person i am going to be letting free back out into the world for all to see ( even though most of you who read this i dont see regulary besides phil). But still i hope i will be able to write something a little more happy in here soon as a result of these changes.
Better still here is a quiz i did before writing this that shows a change from a quiz done on
[Dec. 21st, 2004|02:32 am]
C:
Your Beauty lies
in Nature. Down to earth, laid back and a natural
beauty. You have no need for
make-up or accessories that most others do. In fact
you most likely find them a
nuisance. You are probably a little tom-boyish in
your jeans and tees with a
great love for nature. You probably know more about
plants and animals than most
people and you'd rather spend your times outdoors
and in the sun, independent
and free. You can be a bit distant with people,
preferring the company of
animals over people, which isn't always the best
thing. You can be kind and
sweet, but not many see that side of you as you
often have misunderstandings
with people. You are very go-with-the-flow sort of
person and usually try to
avoid fights even if it means changing your opinion
or belief. Still, you are
you look your best actually without make-up and in
casual clothes. Very few can
say that. Be proud.
Some Things
That Represent You:
Element:
Earth, Wind Animal: Horse Color:
Green, Purple, Earth Tones Song:
The Memory Of Trees by Enya Expression: Cool
Smile
Gemstone:
Emerald Mythological Creature: Fairy, Elf
Planet: Earth
Hair Color: Brown Eye Color:
Bright Green
Quote:
"Horses love me. Cowboys fear me."
Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
brought to you by Quizilla