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OMG YA'LL TODAY I AM GOIN OUT WITH SOMEONE! YUP YUP..WE'RE GOIN ON A DOUBLE DATE WITH MY SISTER AND SOMEONE'S ROOMMATE! WE'RE GOIN TO A DINNER AND A MOVIE CAUSE TOMORROW I WORK! HUMM I HEAR WHAT SOMEONE GOT ME FOR V-DAY IS A REALLY GREAT GIFT! I WOUNDER..I GOT HIM POLO BLUE CALOGNE AND THE WYNAN'S BROTHERS SHOW ON DVD! YUP YUP..I HOPE HE LIKES IT!!!!!!! BUT UMMM WELL THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY NOW CAUSE I HAVE TO GET READY RIGHT NOW! I WILL BE SURE TO LET YA'LL KNOW HOW THE DATE GOES! OH YEAH! HE'S GONNA BE MEETIN MY MOMMA TONIGHT TOO! I HOEP SHE LIKES HIM...ANYWAYZ..SEE YA'LL//HERE'S A NEW POEM..AN copy righted poem too!
THE NEXT STEP
Like a baby I was afraid of fallin
afraid of being hurt so
I stayed on the ground
secure and safe
knowing that nothin could knock me down
until INSPERATION came
and made me change my game
and made me get up
with one hand on the wall of course
as I ROCKED back and forth
as my balance became stronger
HE helped me up and held me
and If I still needed GUIDANCE
he stayed with me a lil while longer
I still wanted to go back down
afraid of change
afraid of being hurt
afraid to let my tears show
cause if they did, he'll know
that inside I am WEAK
but HE held me
close in his arms, I felt safe
in the light and even in the DARK
He looks me str8 in the eyes
and I no longer feel the ground
I let go of all my fear
hopin I wont regret it
hopin he wont break my heart
and I end up fallin to the ground
BUT I am still afraid that he'll lose his grip
and let me slip
or just drop me
as he runs away from somethin he dislikes in me
and I picture myself hittin the ground
my heart broken into a million pieces
my love GONE
my SOUL DEAD
my WORLD CRUSHED!
BUT as I climb to the NEXT STEP WITH HIM
My hand in his
I wipe out all those thoughts
and shed a tear in his presents
and let go of the wall....