fucking late night bentness.
Its so dark in this room...
and my mind is bent...
I can only just see the keys through the electrical blue haze,
Ive been in a lucid state for a while now, living each day....as if it is a continuation of the previous nights dream.
I never wake up, im just floating in and out of conciousness remembering how to feel. im not hurting anymore. Im not numb anymore.
A gentle reasuring quiet is protecting me.
what I would give for the rain again.....
I guess anything but myself.
the cold is chasing away that summer smell, but Im aching to be back home, in my hoody,holding you..........
the city is my winter.
xo amy lou
and my mind is bent...
I can only just see the keys through the electrical blue haze,
Ive been in a lucid state for a while now, living each day....as if it is a continuation of the previous nights dream.
I never wake up, im just floating in and out of conciousness remembering how to feel. im not hurting anymore. Im not numb anymore.
A gentle reasuring quiet is protecting me.
what I would give for the rain again.....
I guess anything but myself.
the cold is chasing away that summer smell, but Im aching to be back home, in my hoody,holding you..........
the city is my winter.
xo amy lou