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wow...hurt...the pain...2 years and i go on her blog 2 read and she's shown she's moved on...to a new relationship that is...i guess she'll be more into him...or she'll do him like she did me (that being as soon as she got tired, she kicked me to the curb)...i dunno. but i do know if 3 weeks is how long it took to move on after a 2 year relationship...then u had 2 be cheating on me, i guess u had this shit planned before that Friday night...my sacrifices were made for nothing...i have nothing to show for my actions now...$800 dollars paid on a $2000 dollar ring... yeah...I really considered waking up 2 u every morning, saying i loved u every night, putting up w/ the horrible habits u have, so on and so forth. but i guess it means nothing now...one thing i do is enough to erase what we built...everything i've done 4 u doesn't outweigh that one mistake...o well...on with life. I now have to call Jared and tell them i will not be purchasing that ring...and i probably won't get that money back...i'm sick of people that act like tomorrow is promised...like u got 2moro to set things right...u tell people u wanna get back w/ me but i gotta wait...2moro's not promised...and now i gotta start over...i'm tired of games, second guesses, and I DON'T KNOW ANYMORE...so if any ladies read this and actually check themselves on that department and wants a good man, hit me up on messenger, email, facebook, or myspace...