*twitch*
WOW goddamn ADHD + dark chocolate covered expresso beans is omfg look out :P
I need to run or do something or go fight some ninjas yeah ninjas god Im so dmn twitchy i cant even typerightalot i keep having to pauzse and im fogetting spaces lolololololololololololololololololololool whoo god i need to run or bike or die or something i think im gonna go ride to matts even tho hes bieng a loser and saying i cant come i might just ride my bike thru hsi door or something cuz it'd b funny and he'll probably eat me but o well its worth the risk. Or I could just keep typing a ludacris amount of bullsht most people will probably stop reading when im about halfway thru it im still trying to decide ssince my hands are starting to hurt and the mor i type the more i want to get out hey i havent asked my dad if i can go and if i just leave he'll wake up and hunt me down like a little bitch and im probably sounding like im 5 or something from all of this typety stuff
but my mind just keeps going and going and going and going god damn i wish i could just raid someones house xcept they all got back from band camp so theyll be all dumb about it saying their tired hah who needs tired AND WHO NEEDS PERIODS!?!? not the bleeding kind i mena the "." kind lol no dont get the wrong idea i just think as long as people are listening they wont scream and kill me if i dont use a single period since should people just put down how they would really talk in their current state of mind or am i just assuming that one would be in the wrong to use incorrect grammar to further describe the mood of the user??????? i meanit just doesnt make a WHOLE lot of sense but o well :P Im kinda in a dilemma right now with my schedule since according to my counselor and my parents what i plan to do is cose to impossible since i want to take AP physics and drama all at the same time and they think im fuckign crazy which there is prolly alot of truth too since im trying to push myself academically in order to become more motivated but god i still want a life outside of school im not one of those workaholics who can just keep working and working and working i need some kind of downtime at some poitn or i just melt down and stop doing anything at all which is bad for grades and probably not psychologically healthy well im gonna see if i can ride around aka go to matt and harass him so hold on a sec...........
well shit apparently its "too dark outside" so im crammed in here with nothign to do but type in this whoo this is going to be one hell of an entry so get your popcorn and your pop and your porno or whatever and listen up im just going to be touching on a few matters and its goign to be one of those times where i might offend some people so cut me a wee bit of slack ok?
Well first i'd like to start with the #1 touchiest issue and thats the entire Oz thing. Ok im going back to proper grammar now to benefit the rest of you and prove im taking this seriously. I just dont like how im probably going to get two sides. Those bieng "stay off of the issue" and "just forget about it". OK, why the hell do people want me to forget about something if it is going to affect my every day life in school? I mean sure no one should let it take up their mind all the time but bieng ignorant is pretty damn stupid as well if I say so myself. Often people say i dont care, then they turn around and say I need to get over things. Question: SO whats your real fuckign point? No really, im actually curious as to how the hell people come up with that. I have absolutely no idea what's running through your mind right now Oz ( I'm guessing something about relating me to scum) but when this school year starts and if there are conflicts YOUR STILL going to have to deal with me and my shitty mistakes and so will I. I thought i'd just put that out upon the table so we understand each other there. Since we share friends, we're gonna have to liev with each other. Example: If your talking to one of my friends im not gonna do that immature wait-for-you-to-leave bullshit and im not going to just leave. I will come up and involve myself not to harass you, but because i have a right to talk to people too. Also... now its my turn to touch on how you spilled into Gina just about every little thing i ever said to you involving her that could EVER get me in the slightest trouble.
Does this make you feel good about yourself? Lowering yourself to my level just to get back? I'm not trying to start conflict but i deserve to get my word out just as much as you do. And if anyone who can contact him on LJ sees this PLEASE make sure he looks at this because i know he wont take time for me, and probably hang up if i try to call. So this is basically the only way I can ever let him know whats going on. Ive gotten alot of " just focus on school" and "dont worry about it " and "take it one step at a time"
And I've been trying, swear to whatever-the-fuck... it just makes myself easier to stand when I get these things on the table.
It's times like these I wish i was born mute since no matter how hard i try sometimes i cant keep my mouth shut when it needs to be shut. Since in the end i dont really have anything worth saying. And it just gets me in heaps of trouble :P
alright well im spent ( finally) anyone can feel free to comment/bitch/etc
~Danny
I need to run or do something or go fight some ninjas yeah ninjas god Im so dmn twitchy i cant even typerightalot i keep having to pauzse and im fogetting spaces lolololololololololololololololololololool whoo god i need to run or bike or die or something i think im gonna go ride to matts even tho hes bieng a loser and saying i cant come i might just ride my bike thru hsi door or something cuz it'd b funny and he'll probably eat me but o well its worth the risk. Or I could just keep typing a ludacris amount of bullsht most people will probably stop reading when im about halfway thru it im still trying to decide ssince my hands are starting to hurt and the mor i type the more i want to get out hey i havent asked my dad if i can go and if i just leave he'll wake up and hunt me down like a little bitch and im probably sounding like im 5 or something from all of this typety stuff
but my mind just keeps going and going and going and going god damn i wish i could just raid someones house xcept they all got back from band camp so theyll be all dumb about it saying their tired hah who needs tired AND WHO NEEDS PERIODS!?!? not the bleeding kind i mena the "." kind lol no dont get the wrong idea i just think as long as people are listening they wont scream and kill me if i dont use a single period since should people just put down how they would really talk in their current state of mind or am i just assuming that one would be in the wrong to use incorrect grammar to further describe the mood of the user??????? i meanit just doesnt make a WHOLE lot of sense but o well :P Im kinda in a dilemma right now with my schedule since according to my counselor and my parents what i plan to do is cose to impossible since i want to take AP physics and drama all at the same time and they think im fuckign crazy which there is prolly alot of truth too since im trying to push myself academically in order to become more motivated but god i still want a life outside of school im not one of those workaholics who can just keep working and working and working i need some kind of downtime at some poitn or i just melt down and stop doing anything at all which is bad for grades and probably not psychologically healthy well im gonna see if i can ride around aka go to matt and harass him so hold on a sec...........
well shit apparently its "too dark outside" so im crammed in here with nothign to do but type in this whoo this is going to be one hell of an entry so get your popcorn and your pop and your porno or whatever and listen up im just going to be touching on a few matters and its goign to be one of those times where i might offend some people so cut me a wee bit of slack ok?
Well first i'd like to start with the #1 touchiest issue and thats the entire Oz thing. Ok im going back to proper grammar now to benefit the rest of you and prove im taking this seriously. I just dont like how im probably going to get two sides. Those bieng "stay off of the issue" and "just forget about it". OK, why the hell do people want me to forget about something if it is going to affect my every day life in school? I mean sure no one should let it take up their mind all the time but bieng ignorant is pretty damn stupid as well if I say so myself. Often people say i dont care, then they turn around and say I need to get over things. Question: SO whats your real fuckign point? No really, im actually curious as to how the hell people come up with that. I have absolutely no idea what's running through your mind right now Oz ( I'm guessing something about relating me to scum) but when this school year starts and if there are conflicts YOUR STILL going to have to deal with me and my shitty mistakes and so will I. I thought i'd just put that out upon the table so we understand each other there. Since we share friends, we're gonna have to liev with each other. Example: If your talking to one of my friends im not gonna do that immature wait-for-you-to-leave bullshit and im not going to just leave. I will come up and involve myself not to harass you, but because i have a right to talk to people too. Also... now its my turn to touch on how you spilled into Gina just about every little thing i ever said to you involving her that could EVER get me in the slightest trouble.
Does this make you feel good about yourself? Lowering yourself to my level just to get back? I'm not trying to start conflict but i deserve to get my word out just as much as you do. And if anyone who can contact him on LJ sees this PLEASE make sure he looks at this because i know he wont take time for me, and probably hang up if i try to call. So this is basically the only way I can ever let him know whats going on. Ive gotten alot of " just focus on school" and "dont worry about it " and "take it one step at a time"
And I've been trying, swear to whatever-the-fuck... it just makes myself easier to stand when I get these things on the table.
It's times like these I wish i was born mute since no matter how hard i try sometimes i cant keep my mouth shut when it needs to be shut. Since in the end i dont really have anything worth saying. And it just gets me in heaps of trouble :P
alright well im spent ( finally) anyone can feel free to comment/bitch/etc
~Danny