Mar 18, 2004 18:47
so far im a bundled box of emotions
for those of you who know my current situation, there ya go
for those who dont, good for you lets keep it that way
This really seems to be one of those times where no one could ever tel what is running through my head
Oz has a semi-good idea
Others really want to know
Some simply dont care
And then there are those who dont even know the fucking situation in the first place
Im going to have to make some pretty large altering decisions within my life .. some that might have a harder impact than others.
When i say "My Life" im not talking about school, my job, or my home life. What I'm really touching on is my social life as well as my love life. I am at a point right now that no matter what decision i make, it will immediatly hurt someone in the long run.
But until then, my parents nag me of school. And friends critique my logic, however i did ask for it (literally)
Oz says " but what is logic may not be right"
I know no one really does
that is why we follow out gut instinct to do alot of what we do every day
We come before everyone else, all the time.
Its not bieng selfcentered, its looking out for ourselves.
If im not making any sense, quit listening.
If i am.... well I dont knwo what to say to some of you except you have all been really good friends to me.. and that i have some explaining to do to most of you.. at one point or another
The Pirate
Danny