Title: Nobody
Pairing: ChiiTaro / mentioned-TakaChii / mentioned-YamaJima
Genre: Angst
Word Count: 246 words (Drabble-sort)
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: What if?
A/N: Dedicated to
candyapplegirls! This is from a random twitter event I've done, since I was too bored. Fic written based on 'Nobody' by Stevie Hoang.
(I might re-write this whole thing, since I can only squeeze on a drabble-sort of fic, gomen Faye! T-T)
Enjoy! :D
He had felt something pulling in his chest. He loved him. Ryutaro loved Chinen. And now? Here he was, at the corner of the dressing room, looking at the older boy snuggled up in Takaki’s arms. ‘It was supposed to be me.’ Why had they become like this?
It has been a year. A year since they’ve broke up. During the one year they were together, there wasn’t a time that Ryutaro felt sad. The older boy was his sole reason to smile, and with him by his side, why should Ryutaro even feel sad?
The kisses they shared. The small snuggles and teasing. Ryutaro can never forget about all these. How much does he love Chinen? Enough to let him go when Chinen initiated the break up, saying that he fell for Takaki.
Closing his eyes, Ryutaro let himself fall into the darkness. He couldn’t help comparing. Was he inferior to Takaki in anyway? ‘Chii, does he kiss you like me? Or does he love you more than me? Why?’
He knew that Chinen wouldn’t return to his side. He just knew it. He knew that this wasn’t a YamaJima remake, where Ryosuke would run back to Yuto’s arms, and the taller boy just took him back in with no complains.
All Ryutaro know was that he loved Chinen, yet the older boy’s now in the arms of another person. All he can think now is, ‘What if, I’ve never let you go. What if?’