YamaJima : Second Chance
Title: Second Chance
Pairing: Yamada-POV(At the start), YamaJima, OkaTaro, OkaJima, RyuYama
Genre: Angst / Fluff
Word Count: 1,123 words
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: It's a second chance.
A/N: My version of a sequel for bluebellz81 's fic Snow :D She made me do the sequel myself *pouts* This is for her before she goes on the indefinite hiatus (;A;)
Yuto-kun, did you know what I’ve felt when you left me on that snowy day? It was like as if my heart broke into millions of pieces. I picked up these pieces one by one as days passed. How long has it been? I’m almost healed as I continue to wait for you.
I can never be healed fully, because I want you to know, you are holding one of the pieces to this puzzle. That part of my heart that belongs to you.
My love.
“Yama-chan, don’t you think you should move on?” Ryutaro sat beside me, as I continued to look at the snow fluttering down to the ground. He knew the answer very well, and he was definitely not surprised when I shook my head.
Inhaling the cold winter air, I slowly leaned against the park bench and the soft sounds of children laughing floated into my ears. Ryutaro would always try to persuade me to stop waiting. Is it wrong to wait?
“You know very well that Yuto’s not coming back.”
“I know that, Ryu.” “Then why do you keep waiting?”
Unconsciously, my heart clenched as the scene of the day replayed in my mind. Right in front of me, they kissed. I was the last to find out. The reason why he had broke up with me.
Yuto-kun was going out with Keito behind my back.
Ryutaro’s finger graced my cheeks, and only then did I realise that I was crying. “My shoulder is free you know.” That brat was now taller than me, so he had just easily slung his arms around my shoulders, pulling me closer.
The emotions burst out, and I just silently sobbed in Ryutaro’s embrace. It wasn’t fair.
It has been five years, eleven months and twenty four days since we broke up. Five years, eleven months and twenty days since Ryutaro became my support, five years, eleven months and nineteen days since I found out about Yuto-kun dating Keito.
Since everyone was already aware of their relationship, they would just display their affections for each other openly in the dressing room.
Yuto-kun, do you know how much it hurts?
“Yama-chan, are you dating someone now?” Looking up, I see you with your smile. That smile you gave everyone. The smile that you reserved for me years ago was now only for Keito.
I was lost for words. Don’t you know that I’m waiting for you? Waiting for the day that we’ll be back together.
A pair of arms snaked around my waist, pulling me back. “We’re dating.” It’s Ryutaro. For a moment, I thought I saw sadness in his eyes. “I didn’t expect that! Well, last long alright?” With that grin, he left, and I pried off Ryutaro’s hands.
“What was that for?”
“You were lost for words, Yama-chan.” "Do you have to lie about that to Yuto-kun?"
"It wouldn't be a lie if we really went out." We were facing each other now, and from his expression, I knew Ryutaro wasn't joking. "Stop it, you know it's -!" When my mind started to register, I realized that Ruutaro had clashed our lips together.
Wolf-whistles could be heard, and right in front of me, I saw Yuto-kun staring at us in disbelieve. With all my might, I pushed Ryutaro away. Tears fell and I couldn't help but think that this wasn't right.
"IDIOT!"
Footsteps could be heard following me, and half-heartedly, I thought that it was Ryutaro. Picking up pace, I arrived at the place where most of my memories are. The park that I frequent with Yuto-kun, when we were friend, from when we were a couple.
Collapsing down onto the bench that I called mine, I just broke down. "Yamada Ryosuke, you are an idiot." The whisper escaped from my lips, disappearing into the cold wintery air.
"Why did you run off like that?" Turning around, I couldn't believe my eyes.
***
Right in front of Yamada Ryosuke was Nakajima Yuto, hands on his knees panting. "You shouldn't run away like this, Yama-chan. After all, you are dating with Ryutaro right? There's nothing to be shy about."
Yuto had looked into Ryosuke's eyes, and he had saw tears rolling down the shorter boy's cheeks. "We aren't together. I've always been single ... Ever since five years, eleven months and twenty four days."
Yuto had taken a step nearer to Ryosuke, and the shorter boy started to back away. "STOP IT!"
He had started to take off in another run, but Yuto was faster. With huge strides, he had his strong arms encircling Ryosuke's waist. In a mere whisper, Ryosuke just choked out, "Let go Yuto-kun. You're with Keito. Don't touch me." However, Yuto didn't let go.
"I'm not letting go this time."
"What do you mean?"
"I was blind. I love you, Ryosuke. I shouldn't have broken up with you. I shouldn't have my feelings all shaken up when Keito confessed to me. I still love you. I've broken up with Keito three years ago." Eyes widened as Ryosuke turned to look at Yuto.
“Why?”
“I realized who I love wasn’t Keito. I love you.”
“Then, why didn’t you come back?”
“After betraying your trust, your love, I didn’t have the face to come back and tell you I love you again.”
“Why now?”
“It felt right. It hurts to see Ryutaro …” A slap landed on Yuto’s cheeks, and rage could be seen in the shorter boy’s eyes. “AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT I FELT THESE FIVE YEARS, ELEVEN MONTHS AND TWENTY FOUR DAYS? HOW DO I FEEL WHEN I SEE YOU AND KEITO MAKING OUT ON THE COUCH?”
Ryosuke was now squatting down, hiding his tear-stained face between his knees. “You know, I’ve always loved you all these while, waiting for you to come back. Why only now?”
Yuto had hugged Ryosuke again, and the older boy returned the hug. “I love you, do you know that? I love you, Yuto-kun.”
“I know that, Ryosuke.” With that, Yuto slowly closed the gap between their lips.
***
“You did that on purpose, didn’t you?” Arms snaked around Ryutaro’s waist, and the younger boy leaned back into Keito’s embrace. “If I didn’t do that, would you think Yuto would make his move?”
“And do you know how you’ve hurt me, kissing another person while dating me.”
“Keito, you know that it’s the best for both of them. It’s not like you’ve not kissed Yuto and made out with him.” “Fine.”
“Hopefully, they’ll get this right again. The second chance that they have together.”
“Yes, their second chance to love each other again.” Prying off Keito’s hands, Ryutaro pulled the older boy by his wrist and pecked him on the cheeks.
Pairing: Yamada-POV(At the start), YamaJima, OkaTaro, OkaJima, RyuYama
Genre: Angst / Fluff
Word Count: 1,123 words
Disclaimer: I don't own them.
Summary: It's a second chance.
A/N: My version of a sequel for bluebellz81 's fic Snow :D She made me do the sequel myself *pouts* This is for her before she goes on the indefinite hiatus (;A;)
Yuto-kun, did you know what I’ve felt when you left me on that snowy day? It was like as if my heart broke into millions of pieces. I picked up these pieces one by one as days passed. How long has it been? I’m almost healed as I continue to wait for you.
I can never be healed fully, because I want you to know, you are holding one of the pieces to this puzzle. That part of my heart that belongs to you.
My love.
“Yama-chan, don’t you think you should move on?” Ryutaro sat beside me, as I continued to look at the snow fluttering down to the ground. He knew the answer very well, and he was definitely not surprised when I shook my head.
Inhaling the cold winter air, I slowly leaned against the park bench and the soft sounds of children laughing floated into my ears. Ryutaro would always try to persuade me to stop waiting. Is it wrong to wait?
“You know very well that Yuto’s not coming back.”
“I know that, Ryu.” “Then why do you keep waiting?”
Unconsciously, my heart clenched as the scene of the day replayed in my mind. Right in front of me, they kissed. I was the last to find out. The reason why he had broke up with me.
Yuto-kun was going out with Keito behind my back.
Ryutaro’s finger graced my cheeks, and only then did I realise that I was crying. “My shoulder is free you know.” That brat was now taller than me, so he had just easily slung his arms around my shoulders, pulling me closer.
The emotions burst out, and I just silently sobbed in Ryutaro’s embrace. It wasn’t fair.
It has been five years, eleven months and twenty four days since we broke up. Five years, eleven months and twenty days since Ryutaro became my support, five years, eleven months and nineteen days since I found out about Yuto-kun dating Keito.
Since everyone was already aware of their relationship, they would just display their affections for each other openly in the dressing room.
Yuto-kun, do you know how much it hurts?
“Yama-chan, are you dating someone now?” Looking up, I see you with your smile. That smile you gave everyone. The smile that you reserved for me years ago was now only for Keito.
I was lost for words. Don’t you know that I’m waiting for you? Waiting for the day that we’ll be back together.
A pair of arms snaked around my waist, pulling me back. “We’re dating.” It’s Ryutaro. For a moment, I thought I saw sadness in his eyes. “I didn’t expect that! Well, last long alright?” With that grin, he left, and I pried off Ryutaro’s hands.
“What was that for?”
“You were lost for words, Yama-chan.” "Do you have to lie about that to Yuto-kun?"
"It wouldn't be a lie if we really went out." We were facing each other now, and from his expression, I knew Ryutaro wasn't joking. "Stop it, you know it's -!" When my mind started to register, I realized that Ruutaro had clashed our lips together.
Wolf-whistles could be heard, and right in front of me, I saw Yuto-kun staring at us in disbelieve. With all my might, I pushed Ryutaro away. Tears fell and I couldn't help but think that this wasn't right.
"IDIOT!"
Footsteps could be heard following me, and half-heartedly, I thought that it was Ryutaro. Picking up pace, I arrived at the place where most of my memories are. The park that I frequent with Yuto-kun, when we were friend, from when we were a couple.
Collapsing down onto the bench that I called mine, I just broke down. "Yamada Ryosuke, you are an idiot." The whisper escaped from my lips, disappearing into the cold wintery air.
"Why did you run off like that?" Turning around, I couldn't believe my eyes.
***
Right in front of Yamada Ryosuke was Nakajima Yuto, hands on his knees panting. "You shouldn't run away like this, Yama-chan. After all, you are dating with Ryutaro right? There's nothing to be shy about."
Yuto had looked into Ryosuke's eyes, and he had saw tears rolling down the shorter boy's cheeks. "We aren't together. I've always been single ... Ever since five years, eleven months and twenty four days."
Yuto had taken a step nearer to Ryosuke, and the shorter boy started to back away. "STOP IT!"
He had started to take off in another run, but Yuto was faster. With huge strides, he had his strong arms encircling Ryosuke's waist. In a mere whisper, Ryosuke just choked out, "Let go Yuto-kun. You're with Keito. Don't touch me." However, Yuto didn't let go.
"I'm not letting go this time."
"What do you mean?"
"I was blind. I love you, Ryosuke. I shouldn't have broken up with you. I shouldn't have my feelings all shaken up when Keito confessed to me. I still love you. I've broken up with Keito three years ago." Eyes widened as Ryosuke turned to look at Yuto.
“Why?”
“I realized who I love wasn’t Keito. I love you.”
“Then, why didn’t you come back?”
“After betraying your trust, your love, I didn’t have the face to come back and tell you I love you again.”
“Why now?”
“It felt right. It hurts to see Ryutaro …” A slap landed on Yuto’s cheeks, and rage could be seen in the shorter boy’s eyes. “AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT I FELT THESE FIVE YEARS, ELEVEN MONTHS AND TWENTY FOUR DAYS? HOW DO I FEEL WHEN I SEE YOU AND KEITO MAKING OUT ON THE COUCH?”
Ryosuke was now squatting down, hiding his tear-stained face between his knees. “You know, I’ve always loved you all these while, waiting for you to come back. Why only now?”
Yuto had hugged Ryosuke again, and the older boy returned the hug. “I love you, do you know that? I love you, Yuto-kun.”
“I know that, Ryosuke.” With that, Yuto slowly closed the gap between their lips.
***
“You did that on purpose, didn’t you?” Arms snaked around Ryutaro’s waist, and the younger boy leaned back into Keito’s embrace. “If I didn’t do that, would you think Yuto would make his move?”
“And do you know how you’ve hurt me, kissing another person while dating me.”
“Keito, you know that it’s the best for both of them. It’s not like you’ve not kissed Yuto and made out with him.” “Fine.”
“Hopefully, they’ll get this right again. The second chance that they have together.”
“Yes, their second chance to love each other again.” Prying off Keito’s hands, Ryutaro pulled the older boy by his wrist and pecked him on the cheeks.