The Weekend Update
Ahh, the smell of monkey pee in the morning! Jinx aimed directly at my face today -- sweet of her, huh? Oh well, she peed -- that's all I need. I forgot to come in to coat plates over the weekend (oops!) so now I have nothing really to do today again -- I need to get into the habit of coming in to coat plates on Sunday so that I can do actual work on Mondays -- oh well, there are plenty of tubes to label for extractions (something I don't know how to do yet, but they assure me is TONS of fun -- heavy on the sarcasm).
ANYWAY - Wow what a weekend!
Well...even though I didn't really post anything about the events of Thursday night...it was great. I'm sure all the intelligent creatures of Earth could tell that...
Friday was pretty basic -- work, home -- Michaela and her friend Erin came over so the four of us girls sat around in our pjs and played cards and drank until the wee hours of the morning. It was pretty fun. Sounds as if she (Michaela) and Jason are getting pretty serious -- talking about moving to Colorado together when she graduates, or even before she graduates. Well at least something positive came out of my dating Lance -- it's about time that she found someone -- I'm so happy for them.
Saturday, I woke up late (I love weekends) and made breakfast for everybody -- started to clean my room. Josh called and offered to come fix my computer (or at least try) -- he couldn't save any of the data on my hard drive -- everything I wrote last semester AND all my mp3s - GONE! That sucks a lot! BUT it was fun spending the afternoon with him -- lots of great conversating. Have I mentioned that he's adorable?
Saturday night I had plans with Paul -- I knew going into the night that he wanted it to be romantic, but it just wasn't going to go that way. I was seriously tempted to cancel, but earlier in the week I decided that I needed to at least tell him about Josh. I wasn't even sure that I wanted to make it a "I'm starting to see someone so I can't see you anymore" as much as just a "heads up, there's someone that has the potential to get serious." Either way, doesn't matter I guess -- Paul was mad that I ruined his evening -- after dinner he quietly escorted me to my car, no hug, just anger. Makes me cry -- even though we would have never made anything together, I still cared about him. I don't think he'll want to do the friend thing -- maybe, but I doubt it.
So I went home to de-puff my eyes and deal with the running mascara, and change clothes, because note to self :you shouldn't eat spaghetti in a white shirt -- watched Angels in the Outfield with mommy and then went to a party at Josh's house. I feel a little -- or well a lot -- guilty for having fun after having hurt someone -- but Josh was sweet. He never asked me to end my other "relationships" nor did he ever indicate having any problems with my seeing other people -- but he has said that he is not seeing any one else and doesn't intend to. He doesn't believe in the "short-term" (sorta) -- so to be fair to this and feel as if I've put all I can into a relationship that actually has "forever"-potential -- I felt that I needed to start fading out on these other relationships (or well, Paul if you get down to it -- tho I think I'm going to have to talk to Keith about it too, just to be kind and fair). We had a great night despite its crappy begining for me. So Josh -- I kiddingly said that he better be worth it -- but I really hope that he is -- the more I learn about him, the more I enjoy his company and the further I fall -- into what? well, that will be determined with time I suppose.
Anyway, this is reaching epic lengths -- Sunday was lazy as usual -- grocery shopping and a movie with mom (Life or Something Like It -- very good!)
Maybe more later --
love
me
ANYWAY - Wow what a weekend!
Well...even though I didn't really post anything about the events of Thursday night...it was great. I'm sure all the intelligent creatures of Earth could tell that...
Friday was pretty basic -- work, home -- Michaela and her friend Erin came over so the four of us girls sat around in our pjs and played cards and drank until the wee hours of the morning. It was pretty fun. Sounds as if she (Michaela) and Jason are getting pretty serious -- talking about moving to Colorado together when she graduates, or even before she graduates. Well at least something positive came out of my dating Lance -- it's about time that she found someone -- I'm so happy for them.
Saturday, I woke up late (I love weekends) and made breakfast for everybody -- started to clean my room. Josh called and offered to come fix my computer (or at least try) -- he couldn't save any of the data on my hard drive -- everything I wrote last semester AND all my mp3s - GONE! That sucks a lot! BUT it was fun spending the afternoon with him -- lots of great conversating. Have I mentioned that he's adorable?
Saturday night I had plans with Paul -- I knew going into the night that he wanted it to be romantic, but it just wasn't going to go that way. I was seriously tempted to cancel, but earlier in the week I decided that I needed to at least tell him about Josh. I wasn't even sure that I wanted to make it a "I'm starting to see someone so I can't see you anymore" as much as just a "heads up, there's someone that has the potential to get serious." Either way, doesn't matter I guess -- Paul was mad that I ruined his evening -- after dinner he quietly escorted me to my car, no hug, just anger. Makes me cry -- even though we would have never made anything together, I still cared about him. I don't think he'll want to do the friend thing -- maybe, but I doubt it.
So I went home to de-puff my eyes and deal with the running mascara, and change clothes, because note to self :you shouldn't eat spaghetti in a white shirt -- watched Angels in the Outfield with mommy and then went to a party at Josh's house. I feel a little -- or well a lot -- guilty for having fun after having hurt someone -- but Josh was sweet. He never asked me to end my other "relationships" nor did he ever indicate having any problems with my seeing other people -- but he has said that he is not seeing any one else and doesn't intend to. He doesn't believe in the "short-term" (sorta) -- so to be fair to this and feel as if I've put all I can into a relationship that actually has "forever"-potential -- I felt that I needed to start fading out on these other relationships (or well, Paul if you get down to it -- tho I think I'm going to have to talk to Keith about it too, just to be kind and fair). We had a great night despite its crappy begining for me. So Josh -- I kiddingly said that he better be worth it -- but I really hope that he is -- the more I learn about him, the more I enjoy his company and the further I fall -- into what? well, that will be determined with time I suppose.
Anyway, this is reaching epic lengths -- Sunday was lazy as usual -- grocery shopping and a movie with mom (Life or Something Like It -- very good!)
Maybe more later --
love
me