2 of em

[th3unxplain3d1]

one day i stayed up and just started rapping
looking back on my life just recapping
looking at everything i ever stood for
telling myself ill never be that anymore
the thing that stood out about me
was the fact i didnt accept reality
it seemed like forever i tried to be perfect
but now im looking for a purpose
slowly but surely no longer feeling worthless
after asking myself was this ever really worth it
looking to my future rather than the past
asking you this was it ever meant to last?
the words come out a million at a time
but if you read this line by line
its a story of my life and what i am inside
i love what i am i dont need to hide ...

^ i am who i am one day i hope someone can accept that

yeah everyone hopes for that second or third chance but the odds of getting it are slim to none ...

maybe one day someone will hear my voice
whether or not they have a choice
think of this before we met again
because in the back of our minds well always be friends
taking each breath as its supposed to be
i still wonder will they ever see me
because for so long i never was who i truly was
i defied myself just because
i thought i was something i new nothing of
this is me searching for a new love ...