homesick
well im up at tech its only been two weeks and im homesick i miss so much and i just i dunno i wanna be two three hours away just to come home and say hi. this is like the hardest obstacle in my life and i have to act like its not phasing me just so i can get through everything my life consists of nothing but writing as of late my stress reliever is just to bury my face in a book and study and write when in all honesty i wanna come home and just get a hug so i know ppl care because up here its like yeah lets go do something but no ones like the whole family barrier i fealt at home... i love my friends all of them even tho ones that i cant stand at times part of me loves them and i hope that one day everyone can appreciate me the way i appreciate everything i wanna come home and i cant i cant just leave four years and i gotta make em count