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A little recap on what's been happening.
I'm applying for new jobs. For real, too. Athen's knows I'm quitting and they're doing everything they can to try to make me stay... except upping my pay and giving me different hours.
Andrew really absolutly pisses me off.
I just need to call him and break up with him. Easier said than done.
Jake and Becca broke up, and I'm starting to believe that if I don't want them going back out, I'm going to have to be the one to deffer his eyes from Becca.
I don't know how good of an idea that would be though... I don't know how well me and Jake would be in a relationship. He's my best friend... I don't wanna lose that. But also, Jake can really get on my nerves sometimes and he doesn't deserve me constantly being pissed at him. Also... I'm not the most faithful person in the world... I really don't want to put him through that pain.
He came over last night, helped me clean up the brownie dissaster and then tucked me into bed.
Regional Auditions are today, we're hosting it at our school so it should be a big fundraiser. The part that sucks? My brownies failed completely, so after this, I'm gonna run out and buy some cookies.
Also, I'm sick... so, my voice sucks, my throat hurts and my nose is stuffy.
I was in a horrible mood the other night and nobody was making it better. So, I ended up calling Brian. And I told him how he really hurt me and I told him everything that happened since we broke up and how it hurts to see him and Alyssa together, not so much because she's not me, but because they're affectionate... and i had to give an arm and a leg to get him to even hold my hand.
He said he really did understand but that he didn't know what he wanted to tell me or what he should tell me.
I told him that he's not suppose to know, that neither of us are.
He's a great guy though, kudos to Alyssa.
Alright, I'm out.
I'm applying for new jobs. For real, too. Athen's knows I'm quitting and they're doing everything they can to try to make me stay... except upping my pay and giving me different hours.
Andrew really absolutly pisses me off.
I just need to call him and break up with him. Easier said than done.
Jake and Becca broke up, and I'm starting to believe that if I don't want them going back out, I'm going to have to be the one to deffer his eyes from Becca.
I don't know how good of an idea that would be though... I don't know how well me and Jake would be in a relationship. He's my best friend... I don't wanna lose that. But also, Jake can really get on my nerves sometimes and he doesn't deserve me constantly being pissed at him. Also... I'm not the most faithful person in the world... I really don't want to put him through that pain.
He came over last night, helped me clean up the brownie dissaster and then tucked me into bed.
Regional Auditions are today, we're hosting it at our school so it should be a big fundraiser. The part that sucks? My brownies failed completely, so after this, I'm gonna run out and buy some cookies.
Also, I'm sick... so, my voice sucks, my throat hurts and my nose is stuffy.
I was in a horrible mood the other night and nobody was making it better. So, I ended up calling Brian. And I told him how he really hurt me and I told him everything that happened since we broke up and how it hurts to see him and Alyssa together, not so much because she's not me, but because they're affectionate... and i had to give an arm and a leg to get him to even hold my hand.
He said he really did understand but that he didn't know what he wanted to tell me or what he should tell me.
I told him that he's not suppose to know, that neither of us are.
He's a great guy though, kudos to Alyssa.
Alright, I'm out.