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So I went out last night. I was feeling kind of edgy, and kind of chalked it up to PMS. Matt and I bickered a couple of times, but when we went out after the movie to a new bar here in Stratford, we talked a little about the underlying stuff and kind of talked it all out. Once we got home, though, I got all CRAZY and didn't really know why. Like, I was all upset about something that wasn't a big deal. We bickered some more, and he left here thinking I was a total maniac.
I called him after he left and we talked a bit more, I wanted to apologize for being a psycho. I did, we talked for a minute, and when we got off the phone, I got up to go to the bathroom and this headache hits me like a ton of bricks. I couldn't see, I couldn't really move much because I was afraid to fall over. I crawled into the bathroom, went to the bathroom and slept the whole night on the floor because I didn't trust myself to get up and try to find my bed.
This was scary and kind of makes me wonder if that's why I was all crazy like.... I should have called my mom and had her take me to the hospital, since I was convinced I was going to die. But... I seem okay now. I'm still really weepy, like I feel like crying all the time today... but I think if it doesn't get better tonight, I'll go to the hospital.
I just feel bad for acting like an asshole to Matt. I have to talk to him today and tell him all of that.
I called him after he left and we talked a bit more, I wanted to apologize for being a psycho. I did, we talked for a minute, and when we got off the phone, I got up to go to the bathroom and this headache hits me like a ton of bricks. I couldn't see, I couldn't really move much because I was afraid to fall over. I crawled into the bathroom, went to the bathroom and slept the whole night on the floor because I didn't trust myself to get up and try to find my bed.
This was scary and kind of makes me wonder if that's why I was all crazy like.... I should have called my mom and had her take me to the hospital, since I was convinced I was going to die. But... I seem okay now. I'm still really weepy, like I feel like crying all the time today... but I think if it doesn't get better tonight, I'll go to the hospital.
I just feel bad for acting like an asshole to Matt. I have to talk to him today and tell him all of that.