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well on the eve of x mas eve my step dad took to many of his pills (he has crons disease) so he was out of it we were supposed to go to california 4 hour drive and my step dad doesnt think he can make it caus e he would be shitting his pants the whole way my mom tryies to get him to eat this weird cheese so it will help stop poop from leaking and he cant barley walk but im in my bed and i can hear him screaming at her and i can see him hitting her and i am just tired of watching this SHIT IVE BEEN WATCHING MY WHOLE FREAKING LIFE and i scream and i yelled at him to to stop adn he got up and started walking toward me and i just turned arund and stuck my face in the pillow as he was coming i was screaming and he said you know what daisha as he was grinding his teeth and my mom ran and was pushing him bak and then he said DONT YOU EVER YELL AT ME EVER and my mom told hiom that i could yell all i want and then he went to his room and my mom said he didnt hurt me and i said well it doesnt matter he shouldnt do that and then he came out and threw the cheese and my mom had to clean it up
the next morning he said he was sorry and i said its ok because idk what else to say so yea....
then on the way back home on sun moring he says he in a bad mood adn he kept trying to fight with my mom and he kept grabbing the wheel and jerking it around but then half way home he fell asleep...
he gets mad at my younger half sisters all the timme to and for stupid reason and he is pretty strong and he tryes to hit them as hard as he can and its notright how could you hurt your chilren and wife that way and then g around and be this big time christian man of god bs i feel bad because of how sick he is and he is in a lot of pain but his family is trying to help and this is his thank you ....
merry christmas... i guess the only thing that ive actualy aperitiayed is wat me cousins and aunt gave me my dad hasnt gotten me shit