Hiiiii
I'm back to this seemingly safe haven.
My perception of "safe", meaning "cozy" in this context, is quite loose these days.
Life as a grown-up is not easier as I hoped it would be.
It seems that for every resolved issue, another tadpole of a problem pops up.
Sometimes at the most inconvenient times, of course.
It's a journey, I'm fine with that.
But not what I might have expected in any way, shape or form.
It's a good thing I never had a precise plan of how things should work out, or I'd be thoroughly pissed right now.
Instead I'm just...sad. Not defeated. But sad, and uncomfortable, as are others around me as well.
The way we influence each other is a strange game.
Just my thoughts at the moment.
No shining, breakthrough rays of truth or hope for a better world for all, nothing like that.
I've had hope several times in the last years that I would pick up blogging again.
Blogging in the original sense of the word, as we used to know it as blog "pioneers".
Journaling, not broadcasting myself and/or some products in the process.
I know it's been therapeutic for me in the past, it would be great if it still could to some extent.
Cheaper than therapy, for sure lol
Tried that, too. It makes me angry that so many professionals can turn out to be highly unprofessional.
But that's a different topic altogether.
Any signals of life from this side of the internet is appreciate lol
I really miss my LJ days and the company that came with them.
So, if you're reading this, holler..! ;)
My perception of "safe", meaning "cozy" in this context, is quite loose these days.
Life as a grown-up is not easier as I hoped it would be.
It seems that for every resolved issue, another tadpole of a problem pops up.
Sometimes at the most inconvenient times, of course.
It's a journey, I'm fine with that.
But not what I might have expected in any way, shape or form.
It's a good thing I never had a precise plan of how things should work out, or I'd be thoroughly pissed right now.
Instead I'm just...sad. Not defeated. But sad, and uncomfortable, as are others around me as well.
The way we influence each other is a strange game.
Just my thoughts at the moment.
No shining, breakthrough rays of truth or hope for a better world for all, nothing like that.
I've had hope several times in the last years that I would pick up blogging again.
Blogging in the original sense of the word, as we used to know it as blog "pioneers".
Journaling, not broadcasting myself and/or some products in the process.
I know it's been therapeutic for me in the past, it would be great if it still could to some extent.
Cheaper than therapy, for sure lol
Tried that, too. It makes me angry that so many professionals can turn out to be highly unprofessional.
But that's a different topic altogether.
Any signals of life from this side of the internet is appreciate lol
I really miss my LJ days and the company that came with them.
So, if you're reading this, holler..! ;)