May 10, 2004 11:01
geez long time no type... my net is down so i havent been able to post for a WICKED long time... but .. heres the dillio...
1). France was amazing... kicked some ass.. thanks to Rissa, Dan, Brendan, Brie, Gibby and Matt. awesome times... even tho we did get in sliggght bit of trouble... but just to let u know.. smirnof tastes so much better on top of the Eiffel Tower at midnight with the sexiest people in all of Europe.. that trip was grand, things didnt work out the way i had hoped but its probably for the best... its good to at least keep one thing in tact... i decided im going back to Europe, i have to that place is amazing... hopefuly tho ill go to Germany and maybe Italy.. i really wanna go there. it would be sweet... i came to the conclusion that Europeans have little boobs there for i had no luck shopping but i got some great pictures and like i said. we were WIIIICKED hott.. just ask all those freaks on mopeds that would stare on end.. or maybe the crazy bosian woman that had a liking for Marissa... who knows.. in conclusion, it rocked and ur jealous..
2) schools almost over, thank friggen god! i cant take much more, hense me typing this in school, instead of studying or doing what good students are suppose to be doing. but itso k i stopped caring, i had an ap test to make up today, yah definatly FAILED that .. go me... haha oh and as we chat, im staring at my ap biology class racking their brains for four hours attempting to complete that shitty test... ha. they suck, or maybe i suck for not taking it .. either way i enjoyed my generic poptarts from teh cafe wayyyyy better then i ever wouid takign that lame exam.. my grades are slipping, and my english teacher is WICKED lame... i cant take it.. made the mom bitch... she called teh school like in fourth grade, but the dike deserved it.. shes evil... dreadfully evil...new topic of controversey... 'AMADNA UR OVER YOUR DAYS IN THIS CLASS/!!!!".. may we please note, that this class is period five there for alway counting as one day, AND in addition, im hardly ever out... so just inspite her, i went down adn got my list of all my days out.. yah thats what i thought BITCH!, for the entire year ive missed five classes, two of which were none counting soo she can eat me.. i hate her.. i hope ms layden chokes on a dildo and dies... thanks.
3) i just had prom.. that was a hoot.. im so glad i went with just Ashley, nooo stress in having to stay with one person the entire night, i didnt have to worry about if they were having fun or if i wasnt takling to them enough, i had a blast! i danced my butt off.. we OWNED that dance floor, and cilla knew what was up.. LUDA!... haha good times and of course they played my song,, Pour some Sugar on me.. amazing tune.. and if u all know anythign about it.. thats the song im going to lose my v card too, i decided... there for i was rarrrring to go... with out a partner.. BASTARDS... lol! what can u do.. u win some u lose some. and lately,, i know the game of loser allll too well... but wahtever if i was to say taht to my friends id get the same speech ive been getting since 10th grade.. sooo there for NEW TOPIC.
4)Adam and i have been talking again, its pretty sweet. we both have grown up so much since he left. its kinda cool, i like the fact that we can go weeks and months with out talkint then just randomly call each other, talk for hours and nothing has changed, thats cool. it rocks.. we decided were going to go to D.C thats kinda cool.
5) i neeeed to send in my freshman topic.. now.. im a lazy ass.. its bad.. ahh college in like 4 months.. crazy!!.. i also decided that if i end up not enjoying plymouth for a possibly NUMBER of reasons.. im gonig to california.. i tink that woudl be best for me.. start alll over, start fresh adn new... but who knows wha can happen.. its not highschool anymore right...? :O/
i miss the internet, i wish my computer at home didnt suck so bad... its not fun.. not fun at all...
sooo feel free to just call me bc who knows when im going to be around anymore.. 4945810..
i hate myself lately, i do alot of stupid shit.. alot.. i hurt alot of people.. alot.. and it sucks... so heres my appology.. again... i do this so much.. im sorry.. dont give up on me. i swear ill smarten up one day...:O/ if u dotn know what this is about, or u dont feel this works for you, then it doesnt purtain to u and u should actualy feel lucky.. but if u one of those curtain people i hurt alot.. often... or lately... that was for you, im sorry.
{{Her picture will remain unbroken she cries tonight "I fall in love"...
wipe each tear away with sand paper tonight I'm not alone...
I just wanna get your fucking voice out of my head..