FUCKING AWESOME!
ARGGGGG im so sick of everything right now. its not even remotly comical!...
im at work last night and i get a distressing fucking phone call!!! awesome!!.. my grandfather is in the hospital AGAIN.. score for that... we all love it when ppl get sick and never get better again.. this is starting to become a norm now.. if its not him then its memere.. sweet.. so here i am getting this phone call in the middle of my shift.. saying that hes really sick again.. and they are tryign to find out wahts the matter... ok.. they said that last time! AND THE TIME BEFORE TAT AND THE TIME BEFORE THAT!!.. and i was needed to stay at memeres house and spend the night with her bc she has the tendancy to get up and pass ou in the middle of the night! and it was my responcablity to make sure she doesnt die!.. wicked cool... because oout of all the children she has.. that dont give a fuck about her.. they call on the 17 year old granddaughter to take it upon herself to help them out... awesome but if anyone of u know me at all!.. u know that i dont even like going over there.. it scares the shit out of me.. theyre sick. and i hate it. .theres nohting i can do to fix it... they raised me for christ sake and i can do is sit there and watch the fact that theyre old and decrepid.. awesome!
so i called my mom.. and tell her theres no way ill be able to stay there. fi some thign was to happen im way to much of a panic case to deal with it... i couldnt do i just couldnt.. and she said that i wasnt even suppose to be called.. this let me tell u is a happening quite often in my life!!.. ppl call me at the most riculous times.. warn me of bad news then hang up.. leaving me to flip out and not be informed as to wahts going on... well this is exactly that.. again! exept instead of being at school or at a party or somethign i was at work.. same old story different atmosphere..
anyways evidently i wasnt suppose to stay there .. my aunt just flip and decided to call me and get me over there for no reason.. ok fine
mom was telling me tat pepere was going in for a catscan and he was still internally bleeding... wtf is wrong with ppl.. they were suppose to fix this MONTHS ago.. but yet again.. cmc's finest fucked up!.. well fuck this fuck you and if anythign happens to him u all have my solmn promise that im blowing that fucking building up.. and all its co-inhabitants.. fuckers!
anyways my mom was telling me about how she took him food shopping the other day and it took him over 25 mins to walk to get a gallon of milk and 2 muffins and when she tryed to tlak to him he was non responsive.. AWESOME AGAIN! this being the save 78 year old man who up untill mem got sick 2 years ago he was still working on cars and working every day of his life...
i dont understand things.. i really dont.. i makes me confused... i hate stuff like this..
and now tomorrow i have a drs appointment.. awesome!!!.. fuck all this shit.. i dotn really want to go ... ok i dnt want to go at all.. they want to find out why i shake and stuff... im not a fan of blood tests... and im goiung to have my fill tomorrow... mum flips over my eating habits too.. so there for im forced to have her in the room with me so she can tell the doctor i dont eat anythign and that im too thin and that shes worried about me... yet when im home no one says shit!.. they save it all for that yearly check up to voice thier thoughts to make me out to look like some anorexic bitch.. fuck you.. fuck the doctors.. fuck cmc...fuck old age... and fuck this..
oh and fighting wiht my best friend is righteous too!!! awesome!... word for the wise.. if u go a week with out talking to each other.. dont bring it up when ur questioned if ur mad at that.. just keep on going the way its going.. bc if it works for them then it should work for you.. FUCK ALL OF YOU!
im at work last night and i get a distressing fucking phone call!!! awesome!!.. my grandfather is in the hospital AGAIN.. score for that... we all love it when ppl get sick and never get better again.. this is starting to become a norm now.. if its not him then its memere.. sweet.. so here i am getting this phone call in the middle of my shift.. saying that hes really sick again.. and they are tryign to find out wahts the matter... ok.. they said that last time! AND THE TIME BEFORE TAT AND THE TIME BEFORE THAT!!.. and i was needed to stay at memeres house and spend the night with her bc she has the tendancy to get up and pass ou in the middle of the night! and it was my responcablity to make sure she doesnt die!.. wicked cool... because oout of all the children she has.. that dont give a fuck about her.. they call on the 17 year old granddaughter to take it upon herself to help them out... awesome but if anyone of u know me at all!.. u know that i dont even like going over there.. it scares the shit out of me.. theyre sick. and i hate it. .theres nohting i can do to fix it... they raised me for christ sake and i can do is sit there and watch the fact that theyre old and decrepid.. awesome!
so i called my mom.. and tell her theres no way ill be able to stay there. fi some thign was to happen im way to much of a panic case to deal with it... i couldnt do i just couldnt.. and she said that i wasnt even suppose to be called.. this let me tell u is a happening quite often in my life!!.. ppl call me at the most riculous times.. warn me of bad news then hang up.. leaving me to flip out and not be informed as to wahts going on... well this is exactly that.. again! exept instead of being at school or at a party or somethign i was at work.. same old story different atmosphere..
anyways evidently i wasnt suppose to stay there .. my aunt just flip and decided to call me and get me over there for no reason.. ok fine
mom was telling me tat pepere was going in for a catscan and he was still internally bleeding... wtf is wrong with ppl.. they were suppose to fix this MONTHS ago.. but yet again.. cmc's finest fucked up!.. well fuck this fuck you and if anythign happens to him u all have my solmn promise that im blowing that fucking building up.. and all its co-inhabitants.. fuckers!
anyways my mom was telling me about how she took him food shopping the other day and it took him over 25 mins to walk to get a gallon of milk and 2 muffins and when she tryed to tlak to him he was non responsive.. AWESOME AGAIN! this being the save 78 year old man who up untill mem got sick 2 years ago he was still working on cars and working every day of his life...
i dont understand things.. i really dont.. i makes me confused... i hate stuff like this..
and now tomorrow i have a drs appointment.. awesome!!!.. fuck all this shit.. i dotn really want to go ... ok i dnt want to go at all.. they want to find out why i shake and stuff... im not a fan of blood tests... and im goiung to have my fill tomorrow... mum flips over my eating habits too.. so there for im forced to have her in the room with me so she can tell the doctor i dont eat anythign and that im too thin and that shes worried about me... yet when im home no one says shit!.. they save it all for that yearly check up to voice thier thoughts to make me out to look like some anorexic bitch.. fuck you.. fuck the doctors.. fuck cmc...fuck old age... and fuck this..
oh and fighting wiht my best friend is righteous too!!! awesome!... word for the wise.. if u go a week with out talking to each other.. dont bring it up when ur questioned if ur mad at that.. just keep on going the way its going.. bc if it works for them then it should work for you.. FUCK ALL OF YOU!