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an update... on life as I see it right now.
right now, i'm sitting in my room looking in amazement at the numerous bugs flying around.
where the heck did they come from??????
they're heaps tiny... about 1 mm wide probably 3 mm long.
I killed heaps but some are still flying around... Are they from outside, attracted ot the light? The more I kill, the more appear. I've got 2 trapped b the water bowl under light trick. ONly 2! So smart. They're all attracted to the white wall and white papers on the table!
Its really annoying. urgh, everytime i finish a sentence, I stop to squish one.
one week of exams done, 4 down (including some traumatising ones), 3 more to go.
urgh, I don't know what to with myself sometimes. I don't know what I do with myself sometimes.
Anyway, I cant wait til exams are over.
I'm over the omg, onoz what if I fail thing. no matter what, things are in control, and I'm preparing myself for the best and my parents support me and that's all that matters.(although you will always feel guilty in some way or another, because I fear I always lack motivation to achieve my fullest potential) All the backtalking, fundamental attribution errors will come later, but I will do what I can now.
I'm returning back home iA 19th Dec, due to ... some *circumstances* I have been warned about...
I was worried about Uni, I was worried about flying back, I was anxious about accomodation, I found it so hard to concentrate at times... but I guess we all get over things.
Now, if I can just find a proper way to tell the people that matter and I think should know... Sometimes it's so hard. I think I'm a self-presentation kinda person ie my behaviours dont always align with my attitudes most of the time, because I'm trying to present myself in a certain way. Haiz.
Sometimes, it's so hard to reach self-actualisation, accept and care for yourself and do all those things the humanists wants you to achieve.
Yay for Ahmed Bukhatir though!!
يا من يرى
ما كان مني في الزمان الأول
Oh Who Sees!
Forgive me, for what I have previously done
hmmm i miss seeing the kids... I wonder if Sr Sakeenah has given birth! exciting!!
right now, i'm sitting in my room looking in amazement at the numerous bugs flying around.
where the heck did they come from??????
they're heaps tiny... about 1 mm wide probably 3 mm long.
I killed heaps but some are still flying around... Are they from outside, attracted ot the light? The more I kill, the more appear. I've got 2 trapped b the water bowl under light trick. ONly 2! So smart. They're all attracted to the white wall and white papers on the table!
Its really annoying. urgh, everytime i finish a sentence, I stop to squish one.
one week of exams done, 4 down (including some traumatising ones), 3 more to go.
urgh, I don't know what to with myself sometimes. I don't know what I do with myself sometimes.
Anyway, I cant wait til exams are over.
I'm over the omg, onoz what if I fail thing. no matter what, things are in control, and I'm preparing myself for the best and my parents support me and that's all that matters.(although you will always feel guilty in some way or another, because I fear I always lack motivation to achieve my fullest potential) All the backtalking, fundamental attribution errors will come later, but I will do what I can now.
I'm returning back home iA 19th Dec, due to ... some *circumstances* I have been warned about...
I was worried about Uni, I was worried about flying back, I was anxious about accomodation, I found it so hard to concentrate at times... but I guess we all get over things.
Now, if I can just find a proper way to tell the people that matter and I think should know... Sometimes it's so hard. I think I'm a self-presentation kinda person ie my behaviours dont always align with my attitudes most of the time, because I'm trying to present myself in a certain way. Haiz.
Sometimes, it's so hard to reach self-actualisation, accept and care for yourself and do all those things the humanists wants you to achieve.
Yay for Ahmed Bukhatir though!!
يا من يرى
ما كان مني في الزمان الأول
Oh Who Sees!
Forgive me, for what I have previously done
hmmm i miss seeing the kids... I wonder if Sr Sakeenah has given birth! exciting!!