lavandergirl
in
tguk
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Had my councilling session today, moved them to tuesday since i know have lectures on a monday.
I didn't like todays session, well thats an understatement. I have been waiting since 3pm to just cry, but always been someone nearby, im waiting for mum to go to bed, then im gonna just burst into tears till i fall asleep.
It was all about when i was a kid, how i felt before I figured out what was wrong, an then how i felt and behaved when i figured it out (14 years old)
I just expected to grow up like the other girls, and I wasnt, an that hurt, how would he need to put me through tghat again?
I didn't like todays session, well thats an understatement. I have been waiting since 3pm to just cry, but always been someone nearby, im waiting for mum to go to bed, then im gonna just burst into tears till i fall asleep.
It was all about when i was a kid, how i felt before I figured out what was wrong, an then how i felt and behaved when i figured it out (14 years old)
I just expected to grow up like the other girls, and I wasnt, an that hurt, how would he need to put me through tghat again?