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"every single day of my life has been worse than the day before it
so that means that every single day that you see me
thats on the worst day of my life"
everything's going wrong. im afraid im about to hit rock bottom.
my episodes are lasting so much longer and are getting more intense than i could have ever imagined.
i've never had a problem that couldnt be fixed, let alone that I couldnt fix.
knowing that my happiness is so fucking far away, and, no matter what i can possibly think of, i cant get it back
hopefully i can see someone soon and eat a shit ton of their feel good pills so i can slip back into normality.
what i would give to wake up happy again.
so that means that every single day that you see me
thats on the worst day of my life"
everything's going wrong. im afraid im about to hit rock bottom.
my episodes are lasting so much longer and are getting more intense than i could have ever imagined.
i've never had a problem that couldnt be fixed, let alone that I couldnt fix.
knowing that my happiness is so fucking far away, and, no matter what i can possibly think of, i cant get it back
hopefully i can see someone soon and eat a shit ton of their feel good pills so i can slip back into normality.
what i would give to wake up happy again.