yuck
i think im sick. too bad my mom probably won't let me stay home.
i wanna be in a show. not on wardrobe. not on crew. in it.
if i had been IN grease then maybe i would have actually had fun at some of the parties this weekend. instead of just feeling like i shouldn't be there.
i dont know if i can wait until july.
and someone i dont want to do it is thinking about doing onstage. kill me now. please.